Venting Vent

[KenDuh]

So this is all I have. Posting in a forum, waiting for someone to feel the same as me, and even that doesn't fulfil me. No matter how many know that I don't want to live, doesn't change anything, and even sometimes they will try to "save you", but come on, you want me to live, but when I ask how or what to enjoy, you all stay silent. I got nothing, not even the strength to die, I'm between tired and angry. Nobody can choose but me, and I'm too afraid to pick. How much time will I live?, how many nights of terror?, how many "don't kill yourself"? At this point I don't even care good, bad or morals, I don't like living, so I don't want to live, this is as simple as it gets.

 

[itsgone2]

No matter how many know that I don't want to live, doesn't change anything, and even sometimes they will try to "save you", but come on, you want me to live, but when I ask how or what to enjoy, you all stay silent.

I can sympathize. I won't try to save you just that person someone else out there who feels the same. I'm trying, but I just don't enjoy this at all.