Venting Vent i guess

[vroseee]

TW: sa

Everyone keeps telling me im too young to be feeling like this but i also think i was too young when i was sa'ed but no one seems to say anything abt that???? It was for 7 years straight, each and every night by my moms ex husband. She ADMITTED to catching him in the act multiple times but still plays victim?? I feel so selfish when i start feeling down about everything thats happened, but its so easy for her to play victim in front of everyone. I have told her time and time again i want to end my life, and each time its the same response "i dont know what you want me to do" which would be reasonable except i am quite literally asking for your help, and giving you options. I WANT help. I dont WANT to feel like this. I dont know whats wrong with me and im so tired of this. I just want my mom back like i remember her as a kid

 

[Eriktf]

im so sorry.


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[WrathfulGloom32]

TW: sa

Everyone keeps telling me im too young to be feeling like this but i also think i was too young when i was sa'ed but no one seems to say anything abt that???? It was for 7 years straight, each and every night by my moms ex husband. She ADMITTED to catching him in the act multiple times but still plays victim?? I feel so selfish when i start feeling down about everything thats happened, but its so easy for her to play victim in front of everyone. I have told her time and time again i want to end my life, and each time its the same response "i dont know what you want me to do" which would be reasonable except i am quite literally asking for your help, and giving you options. I WANT help. I dont WANT to feel like this. I dont know whats wrong with me and im so tired of this. I just want my mom back like i remember her as a kid

You're not too young to be feeling like this, there is not an age where suffering becomes legal. You're not selfish, you can type out your frustrations here, there are many people who went through similar things and whom you can talk to. There is nothing wrong with you. The people around you are the ones who are wrong in every way possible; they have failed you.

You can mourn but no one should do it alone, you are welcome here to vent your frustrations out.