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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,474
They don't have enough messages. Chat is not activated.

Thanks for the information!

It's so odd though that it lets one initiate the chat, why not simply remove or disable the button.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,883
in chat yesterday I saw a message from her that she was going to ctb in 24 hours. She might be dead now. If she did attempt I hope she has escaped her suffering now.
can confirm she is ctbing today:
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

Experienced
Aug 23, 2024
230
Has anybody heard of pyx/lamargue? Was he banned?
 
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StrugglingSienna

StrugglingSienna

Suicidal Trans Girl
Mar 16, 2025
183
can confirm she is ctbing today:
She is still alive, she has left a message in chat 45 minutes ago
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,883
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thebelljarrr

thebelljarrr

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Apr 26, 2024
116
Does anyone still not know what happened to @ms_beaverhousen ?
And @Cute_&_Loving ?
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

The ocean washed over your grave
Aug 25, 2024
205
Does anyone know if @FireFox has departed?
 
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Permanoir

Permanoir

Student
Dec 29, 2024
123
Does anyone know why @L'absent was banned?
 
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Melly

Melly

Pain receptacle
Aug 13, 2019
50
What happened to @onthefence ?
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,430
What happened to @CantDoItAnymore?
Ive been off and on on this site for a bit. Life hasn't improved really. Still dysphoric, still single and lonely. I've tried to initiate with women, but it hasn't really worked. I either get my friend request denied or they take my number and never reach out. It is what it is.

I kinda left this site for a bit because it seemed like more and more female users were being sexuality expressive the last time I was around and that just makes me dysphoric and envious. That's their right, though as I would prob be the same if I was born in the right body.

Still wanting to CTB but don't have the courage to go through with it, so atm I'm trying to lose weight so I have something that can compensate for my awkwardness socially and maybe attract someone? Of course, I'm putting in as much effort as I feel my chances are of it working so not a whole lot. I guess I'll just wait and see if the choice of death is taken out of my hands and I get some terminal illness.
 
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cassie

cassie

Jul 19, 2020
37
what happend to @Meditation guide and @atari anyone knows? 0:
 
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psp3000

psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,522
I cannot remember her username but what happened to that lady with red or brown hair who used to spam reactions and the profile post section and profile post comments a lot ?
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

The ocean washed over your grave
Aug 25, 2024
205
I cannot remember her username but what happened to that lady with red or brown hair who used to spam reactions and the profile post section and profile post comments a lot ?
@RaphtaliaTwoAnimals ? (don't have an answer though)
 
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liskuntreat

liskuntreat

open dms
May 1, 2025
23
@Scenegirlshooter why 27? i cant access ur post but im curious on why u picked this number, please dm
 
psp3000

psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,522
@RaphtaliaTwoAnimals ? (don't have an answer though)
the person I am thinking of had a profile picture of themselves in real life (I assume that is what they looked like in real life), was maybe Russian, woman in maybe mid 30s to late 30s early 40s, was active a lot in 2023 here and the early parts of 2024

I doubt I will be able to remember or find their account but thanks for the help !
 
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ClamChowder

Global Mod
Apr 4, 2023
194
the person I am thinking of had a profile picture of themselves in real life (I assume that is what they looked like in real life), was maybe Russian, woman in maybe mid 30s to late 30s early 40s, was active a lot in 2023 here and the early parts of 2024

I doubt I will be able to remember or find their account but thanks for the help !
@Cute_&_Loving ?
 
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Lady Laudanum

Lady Laudanum

Here for a bad time, not a long time
May 9, 2024
873
@vercabow where the fuck are you?
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

Dissociated
Oct 10, 2023
507
the person I am thinking of had a profile picture of themselves in real life (I assume that is what they looked like in real life), was maybe Russian, woman in maybe mid 30s to late 30s early 40s, was active a lot in 2023 here and the early parts of 2024

I doubt I will be able to remember or find their account but thanks for the help !
@Aim (Moonymoon)?
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
193
What happened to @Freefrompain
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,362
What happened with @nozomu? Did she tell anyone about her intentions? It looks like she left the site after having deleted the majority of her posts to focus on life and recovery. Which is good of course but I wish she had said something.
 
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Dayrain

Arcanist
Feb 3, 2023
483
What happened with @nozomu? Did she tell anyone about her intentions? It looks like she left the site after having deleted the majority of her posts to focus on life and recovery. Which is good of course but I wish she had said something.
nozomu posted in the dedicated diary thread in the "Sanctuary" before doing what you just described and basically just told what's written on the profile and that there would be another post coming in case of a return to the site.
 
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The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
May 4, 2025
357
What happened to @Griever? Her date wasn't until next month, she left no goodbye thread, and we were mid-DMing when her account suddenly went private and unsearchable (which I think means banned).
I'll miss our conversations and your poetic posts, friend. 😞
I hope that if it was a mod ban, you can appeal and return.
I hope that if it was a self-ban, you have found a way to improve your situation and heal.
And at the very least, I hope you are not suffering.
🫂
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,225
What happened to @Griever? Her date wasn't until next month, she left no goodbye thread, and we were mid-DMing when her account suddenly went private and unsearchable (which I think means banned).
I'll miss our conversations and your poetic posts, friend. 😞
I hope that if it was a mod ban, you can appeal and return.
I hope that if it was a self-ban, you have found a way to improve your situation and heal.
And at the very least, I hope you are not suffering.
🫂
I just came to this thread after looking for her account and not finding it. I was about to also ask if anyone else saw @Griever
 
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The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
May 4, 2025
357
I just came to this thread after looking for her account and not finding it. I was about to also ask if anyone else saw @Griever
I won't say what exactly she did ITT, but I heard from someone in chat that Griever got banned because she was... vehemently defending someone else in chat last week, and she used some unfriendly terms to do so. She went down swinging, smiting trolls like a true warrior. I just wish she didn't feel the need to break the Geneva Suggestions in order to do so.
:(
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,225
I won't say what exactly she did ITT, but I heard from someone in chat that Griever got banned because she was... vehemently defending someone else in chat last week, and she used some unfriendly terms to do so. She went down swinging, smiting trolls like a true warrior. I just wish she didn't feel the need to break the Geneva Suggestions in order to do so.
:(
🫡 She went down like a true warrior. I hope we can see her again.
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
193
🫡 She went down like a true warrior. I hope we can see her again.
I feel like she will not be able to come back here considering what a mod said the reason for the ban was but I could be wrong
 
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pleasexbexover

uncertain
Feb 26, 2025
75
has anyone heard from/about @bob55
 
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The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
May 4, 2025
357
Ok, I just noticed that
@moonflow3r
seems to be deactivated.
I know she tried to CTB on Wednesday, but lived through it. Her last post was on Sunday.
Does anyone know anything about her?
 
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