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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,420
I'm assuming that their probably dealing with psych hospital as their last couple posts explained they called 911
Yeah i can see their last posts, thanks. Was wondering if anyone had anything further than that as they seemed a good sort who steadily spiralled and there is the possibility that they've done themselves some harm as a result.
 
binnychn

binnychn

The scribble in the corner of your notebook.
Nov 11, 2024
10
Just stole some gauze and blades. Gonna set up my kit before I go on a little walk to the park.
 
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Cyber4ngel!

Cyber4ngel!

Member
Aug 24, 2024
67
Is @Gangrel okay? I took a break and I haven't heard from him in a while, and we're not very close or anything, but he is one of those people you recognize just by seeing the username, and his absence is noticeable
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

Alea iacta est. The die is cast.
Mar 9, 2024
1,105
Anyone knows what's been happening with @sserafim ? Haven't seen any activity from her in a while. Is she banned or something? I knows she has a rather unusual personality and some odd opinions, but she's quite entertaining to be around also.
Wondering the same thing. Last post from her was on October 15.
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Follow your heart, only ctb if you know it's time
Aug 10, 2021
1,466
Anyone know what's been happening to @Kit1 ? Last seen in october according to profile. Last time I spoke to her she was recovering from an od. Did she attempt again?
 
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Lady Laudanum

Lady Laudanum

Here for a bad time, not a long time
May 9, 2024
833
Has anyone heard from @DeadManLiving ?
We've talked quite a bit in private. Things did not sound good during the last time we ever had a conversation.
 
tinyhotot

tinyhotot

Spiralling Bunny
Jul 27, 2024
21
Has anyone heard from Gangrel? I really miss them
 
Gangrel

Gangrel

Arcanist
Jul 25, 2024
443
Has anyone heard from Gangrel? I really miss them
hi, am here and had a plan to ctb but didn't work...currently just trying to take a break from the site and keep my head clean, i'm sorry causing any concerns
 
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tinyhotot

tinyhotot

Spiralling Bunny
Jul 27, 2024
21
hi, am here and had a plan to ctb but didn't work...currently just trying to take a break from the site and keep my head clean, i'm sorry causing any concerns
Okay!! I'm just happy you're okay!! Be safe and happy to the best of your ability, friend!! 💜💜💜
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,420
Anyone know what happened to @momento.mori?
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

Member
Aug 23, 2024
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he was actually funny though. i feel like people should be given a pass if they're being creative and bring some value to the forun. i hope he writes an eloquent appeal and is given second chance.

this forum was originally founded by incels, so there is a slight overlap in the communites.
I think we should never forget that if we're here we're in distress in one way or another. Granted, it's harder to empathize with someone whose expression of distress looks like that. Good guy though, just in distress, like all of us
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,656
Does anybody know what happened to @wildflowers1996?
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
549
Does anyone know what happened to @MrFreshTheCat ?
He's other aliase is smth along the lines of arslanbg.
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

Nienawidzę siebie.
May 1, 2024
69
v089 self-banned themselves, right..?

They don't show up on the registered users list, I can't tag them (@v089) in a post or in the search bar...

I had them on my follower list, but now I only see "Unfollow" option on their profile, previously it was also "Ignore" (they had their ability to send messages disabled).

***

Does anyone here know them or is friends with them?

Does anyone have any contact with them?

Does anyone know if they're alive, what's going on with them?

Does anyone know if they did it..?

***

I suspected how bad their mental state might be, that they might do it...

I wanted to write to them, I wanted to offer them friendship, try to support them, but I kept putting it off...
When I finally got the possibility to do it, when I finally meant to do it, I don't have the chance anymore?

***

I always try to help all the people I can become close friends with, that is, who are from my country and who are my peers...

I always want to improve their situation as much as I can. I want to make them feel better, to make their suffering stop a little, so that maybe they don't have to decide to take such a step...

***

Is this another person I've been too late to?

Have I failed to help someone, who did I really have the chance to help?
Again..?

***

I failed again.

I let someone down again.

I could have made someone's situation better again, but I didn't manage to do it.

Either that person will remain alone in their suffering and I won't be able to help them anymore, or because of my indolence and lack of reaction they killed themselves...
I hate myself for it...

Why do I always have to fuck everything up?
 
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astr4

astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
604
@downdraft is gone, gah, anyone know anything? i hope everything's okay. i get the worst anxiety when the "regulars" on here vanish.
 
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trashhologram

trashhologram

⚰ Baby, let me decompose ⚰
Dec 15, 2023
411
I took a break from this forum and noticed that all my private messages were gone. I'm wondering if this person I used to chat with is still here. I can't remember his username but if you sent me a DM with a title along the lines "Curiosity killed the possum", let me know if you're still here. I had a blast chatting with you. 😊
Found them!
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,522
Is @Forever Sleep fine? She is usually omnipresent in this forum. I just noticed that I have not seen her posts since a few days.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,236
Is @Forever Sleep fine? She is usually omnipresent in this forum. I just noticed that I have not seen her posts since a few days.
Was online today
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,380
Is @Forever Sleep fine? She is usually omnipresent in this forum. I just noticed that I have not seen her posts since a few days.

It's so kind of you to notice noname. I'm fine thank you. Spending some time with family, so can't be on here so much. Really grateful that you noticed and enquired though. 🫂
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,841
Hey @cali22♡ are you alright? Your last thread was worrying but it now seems deleted, you are active so I take it all is ok?
 
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cali22♡

cali22♡

Banned
Nov 11, 2023
454
Hey @cali22♡ are you alright? Your last thread was worrying but it now seems deleted, you are active so I take it all is ok?
I am here very things gone wrongs thx
v089 self-banned themselves, right..?

They don't show up on the registered users list, I can't tag them (@v089) in a post or in the search bar...

I had them on my follower list, but now I only see "Unfollow" option on their profile, previously it was also "Ignore" (they had their ability to send messages disabled).

***

Does anyone here know them or is friends with them?

Does anyone have any contact with them?

Does anyone know if they're alive, what's going on with them?

Does anyone know if they did it..?

***

I suspected how bad their mental state might be, that they might do it...

I wanted to write to them, I wanted to offer them friendship, try to support them, but I kept putting it off...
When I finally got the possibility to do it, when I finally meant to do it, I don't have the chance anymore?

***

I always try to help all the people I can become close friends with, that is, who are from my country and who are my peers...

I always want to improve their situation as much as I can. I want to make them feel better, to make their suffering stop a little, so that maybe they don't have to decide to take such a step...

***

Is this another person I've been too late to?

Have I failed to help someone, who did I really have the chance to help?
Again..?

***

I failed again.

I let someone down again.

I could have made someone's situation better again, but I didn't manage to do it.

Either that person will remain alone in their suffering and I won't be able to help them anymore, or because of my indolence and lack of reaction they killed themselves...
I hate myself for it...

Why do I always have to fuck everything up?
I wrote with her she is okay
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,108
Read from post #23 onwards:

Wow. I'm avoiding resurrecting that thread but glad to have this information. Belated thanks for sharing.
 
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