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[LansJ70]

marcusuk63 - I hope he's okay. Not been here for eons.​

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

marcusuk63 - I hope he's okay. Not been here for eons.​

I haven't seen him since last year. I miss him.

 

[Pupu]

What happened to @Pookie ?

 

[LostSoul1609]

Is @Pigeonman still here?

 

[suicidesheep31]

HI,
I miss @hahabye and just wonder if someone knew from which country she originally was.
I am browsing internet to hear from her... in vain

 

[littlelungs]

HI,
I miss @hahabye and just wonder if someone knew from which country she originally was.
I am browsing internet to hear from her... in vain

I remember her mentioning a few times that she was from the Netherlands.

In the next few hours and couple days after her death, I would just randomly think about her and how she was most likely still in that hotel room, laying perfectly still.

I could relate so much to a lot of what she wrote, and the way she talked about how much she loves her cats always made my heart feel tight. I'm happy for her that she finally got what she wanted and was able to get there peacefully, but I'm not gonna lie, I miss her, too. :(

 

[noname223]

What happened to @whatevertryinmeans23

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Any word on @Dr Iron Arc ? We miss you brother, I just hope you're okay atleast.

 

[BottomlessPit]

Anyone know what's going on with WornOutLife? Shortly after he came back he set his profile to private, deleted his profile picture, went inactive again, and now his name is crossed out. Incredibly eerie..

 

[BottomlessPit]

It's unusual that he announced his return and has disappeared again suddenly, without a word. Based on his post history, this seems out of character.

I agree, he would never behave like this if it weren't for unusual circumstances. Maybe he went through his long list of unanswered PM's, and saw something which caused him to panic.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-back-missed-you-so-much.57988/

I found this post from January. WornOutLife/Matt self-banned prior to an attempt. He wrote: "I decided there would be no goodbyes for anybody and I self deleted my account."

This was incredibly sad to read, though I can understand why some members choose to leave quietly without saying goodbye. It's a very personal choice.

However, he has met a girl he likes and said in his recent return thread that his life has significantly improved. While I respect whatever decision he makes and hope he finds peace either way, I hope he has left of his own volition because things are looking up for him. He deserves that. I will miss his presence, but I want him to be happy.

 

[noname223]

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Anyone know what's going on with WornOutLife? Shortly after he came back he set his profile to private, deleted his profile picture, went inactive again, and now his name is crossed out. Incredibly eerie..

I thought about that too. I was happy to see him again. You might be right with your theories. I suspected he regrets to say hello again because he does not want to think about suicide again after his life improved so much.

 

[peacefulhorizons]

Anyone heard from @Anonymous 4? They said that they planned to ctb with N a few weekends ago if they had enough time alone. Haven't got any replies back.

 

[Xiaomi]

@krsu WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU

 

[Panna]

Anyone know what happened to heartshards? I recently had seen her name crossed out and am kinda worried

 

[Seiba]

Anyone know what happened to heartshards? I recently had seen her name crossed out and am kinda worried

Name crossed out either means they self banned, were banned by mods, or posted a goodbye thread and were banned a bit afterwards. I'm not aware of the user so not knowledgeable about anything specific but it's possible they banned themselves to die or simply were tired of the forum.

 

[Makko]

I'm impressed by this progression of wisdom:

 

[apathetic.]

No life no pain you still here???

He's alive

 

[omoidarui]

Any word on @Dr Iron Arc ? We miss you brother, I just hope you're okay atleast.

I had been wondering too, just saw this today

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I had been wondering too, just saw this today

I'm glad he's okay, thank you so much for updating me

 

[Life_and_Death]

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Hi. @Kyrok just gave me a warning and banned me from chat without providing a reason why right after mocking me along with other chat regulars. I had spoken up about their behaviour and, without engaging me in dialogue, he gives me a warning and bans me from chat. This appears to be abuse of his mod capabilities. I'm not sure if this message is appropriate for this thread but, as this concerns mod abuse, I don't know which thread to post this on. It may go ignored, like my other messages, if I try to send this to a mod. Has anyone else had the same experience? And how is this behaviour tolerated?

id talk to @Marquis. i had a problem with him (kyrok) before however because he never messaged back idk if he changed his mind and realized that people do have good reasons for things or not. however i find marquis to be fairly unbiased and whatnot. he might be a bit busy and not get back to you right away.

 

[Solar1703]

Hello, does anyone know what happened to @AnxietyAttack44?

 

[noname223]

I miss a lot of old members. So many people can move on in life why can't I do that. WornOutLIfe was great and a lot of other people. I feel more lonely because they quit. It is sad to see them going but I am glad that they get what they want.

 

[Makko]

@EmbraceOfTheVoid ?

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

@EmbraceOfTheVoid ?

Chatted with him while he was in the process of getting banned. He was banned for breaking the rules (don't know specifics) in relation to expressing his distaste for incels. IIRC. He also seemed to have a problem with the site's owners.

 

[Makko]

Chatted with him while he was in the process of getting banned. He was banned for breaking the rules (don't know specifics) in relation to expressing his distaste for incels. IIRC. He also seemed to have a problem with the site's owners.

I see. That's unfortunate. He was seemingly the only one here who knew anything in-depth about depersonalization.

 

[M]

Chatted with him while he was in the process of getting banned. He was banned for breaking the rules (don't know specifics) in relation to expressing his distaste for incels. IIRC. He also seemed to have a problem with the site's owners.

Definitely not the full story, but I'm sure it played a part. Anyone generally expressing a distaste for ANY group and being generally hateful has no place here in this community.

 

[Xiaomi]

Does anyone know where @krsu is?

 

[chocolatebar]

Does anyone know about @Alwaysbadtime? She was in a critical moment and disappeared. I talked briefely with her, but our conversations didn't go well. Now I see her name crossed and can't feel like I failed her.

 

[noname223]

Does anyone know about @Alwaysbadtime? She was in a critical moment and disappeared. I talked briefely with her, but our conversations didn't go well. Now I see her name crossed and can't feel like I failed her.

There was a thread if I am not mistaken that she ctb. Don't wanna spread misinformation but it is like 2 days old if I am not wrong.