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nowhere
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What happened to @demuic?
 
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LastLoveLetter

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Mar 28, 2021
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What happened to @demuic?
@demuic has left the forum, so presumably deactivated their own account. There's a final post on their profile explaining their reasons for leaving.
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
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Unfortunately, I can't access their profile and I don't know if it would be okay with them if their final post was published here... Would someone please summarize it or PM it to me?
 
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LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
657
Unfortunately, I can't access their profile and I don't know if it would be okay with them if their final post was published... Would someone please summarize it or PM it to me?

I see. Their profile publicity must be restricted. In summary, they felt the forum had changed a lot, were no longer comforted by the site and felt worse being on here.
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
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Thanks for the explanation.

Especially with users who have been here for a long time, it hits me hard when they leave. But their decision is to be respected and in the end it is logical and healthy to stay away from something you are no longer comfortable with. I wish them all the best.
 
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LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
657
So, if I press the self-ban button, it will log me out, and I have to stay away for at least three days otherwise it won't ban me?

If I want to return after being self-banned for let's say two weeks, can I unban myself or do I need to contact the mods?

Thanks in advance!

Basically, when you self-ban, yes this results in being logged out. If you log back in within 3 days (I recall that my account was deactivated after exactly 72 hours when I disabled it), you will be prompted to reactivate your account in order to use any of the forum features, including browsing, checking notifications and reading messages.

Your account is completely unusable unless you change your mind. If you decide to keep your account within that 3 day period, you won't be banned and would have to restart the process all over again if you still decide you want to disable your account in future.

After your account has been disabled, the only way of getting your account back is by submitting a ticket and/or using the Contact us link at the bottom of the homepage. A senior moderator or admin would manually reinstate your account.
 
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Broken Blue

Member
Oct 14, 2018
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Can anyone confirm what happened to @TheNorthernSilence ? He was my good friend since we both landed here in 2018, the last contact I had was 8 weeks ago, around the same time of his last activity here. It would help me know if he's gone and at peace. If you have any info please reply or dm. Thanks
 
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Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
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Can anyone confirm what happened to @TheNorthernSilence ? He was my good friend since we both landed here in 2018, the last contact I had was 8 weeks ago, around the same time of his last activity here. It would help me know if he's gone and at peace. If you have any info please reply or dm. Thanks
I'd like to know too. Is Northern the person whose discord name starts with w? If so, we last spoke on 16.04.22, wished each other happy Eastern.

Tbh, I'm always confusing who is who when everyone has discord names that are vastly different from their SS names. Well, I have too, but everyone knows I love dogs.

Forgot to add, thanks for the explanation! Really useful information! I've thought about leaving so much. @LastLoveLetter
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Unfortunately, I can't access their profile and I don't know if it would be okay with them if their final post was published here... Would someone please summarize it or PM it to me?
In order to view post hover over the user's name and click the number under "Messages"
 
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Broken Blue

Member
Oct 14, 2018
16
I'd like to know too. Is Northern the person whose discord name starts with w? If so, we last spoke on 16.04.22, wished each other happy Eastern.

Tbh, I'm always confusing who is who when everyone has discord names that are vastly different from their SS names. Well, I have too, but everyone knows I love dogs.

Forgot to add, thanks for the explanation! Really useful information! I've thought about leaving so much. @LastLoveLetter
Yeah his discord name starts with 'w' and that's close to the date we last spoke too. If he's gone I'm not surprised at the timing but where SS was one of his only outlets while he struggled in life, I was a bit surprised to see no final message from him here. Maybe in the end the final step had to be more impulse

If anyone knows more re @TheNorthernSilence please msg, no matter how far down the line. I think likely he's gone but I still worry not knowing for sure
 
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symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
Anyone know what happened to @Treeline589? We followed each other but I can't see his profile and for some reason I can't search-by-user for his posts.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
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Anyone know what happened to @Treeline589? We followed each other but I can't see his profile and for some reason I can't search-by-user for his posts.
I don't know what happened to him or why the name is currently crossed out. See if this link will bring up the list of posts for you.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/865330/
 
symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
I don't know what happened to him or why the name is currently crossed out. See if this link will bring up the list of posts for you.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/865330/
"The requested page could not be found."

Thanks regardless, though.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
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"The requested page could not be found."

Thanks regardless, though.
Wow, that's so weird. I can see a list when I click that. Sorry. It doesn't answer the question about what happened, but the last posts from that person were two replies in this poll/thread on May 11.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-get-it-or-was-there-issue-with-custom.90811/
 
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想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
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chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
975
He asked for the ban, he wanted to leave the site and is trying to recover.
It's nice to hear. He was so confused about everything and I could feel his suffering. I was afraid that he might have taken a stray path, but I'm a bit relieved now.

I could never be the friend he needed, but I hope he's doing better now.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,101
Anyone know what happened to @Treeline589? We followed each other but I can't see his profile and for some reason I can't search-by-user for his posts.

Treeline asked to be banned so they could focus on recovery.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,192
Can anyone confirm what happened to @TheNorthernSilence ? He was my good friend since we both landed here in 2018, the last contact I had was 8 weeks ago, around the same time of his last activity here. It would help me know if he's gone and at peace. If you have any info please reply or dm. Thanks
Pm me..
 
Oblivion Access

Oblivion Access

I don't know anything
Jul 5, 2019
333
In case anyone would wonder, I'm deleting my account. It was real y'all but whenever I don't come here for a few days I feel like I've come out from under a dark cloud. Best wishes to you.
 
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waitingforrest

Elementalist
Dec 27, 2021
842
In case anyone would wonder, I'm deleting my account. It was real y'all but whenever I don't come here for a few days I feel like I've come out from under a dark cloud. Best wishes to you.
Best of luck out there. I hope you will be able to do all the things you want, experience all the tiny things that are still suprisingly beautiful in the world. No matter the weather, I wish you a future where rainy clouds are just a afterthought.
 
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whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
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In case anyone would wonder, I'm deleting my account. It was real y'all but whenever I don't come here for a few days I feel like I've come out from under a dark cloud. Best wishes to you.
Gosh, I wish just not coming to SaSu would get ME out of my dark cloud.
 
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GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
I miss @Wrennie and @eternalmelancholy .
 
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rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,712
What happened to Al Cappella?
 
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Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,106
@FindingTheEnd posted about an hour ago and now crossed out? I'm starting to wonder if I might be here one moment and disappeared the next, unable to communicate and as if I never existed. Kind of like real life. LOL.
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
310
Have been wondering how a forum about suicide works. Considering the only people that can actively participate haven't actually succeeded yet. How do you know who's gone and who moved on with their lives
 
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9BBN

Heaven, send Hell away
Mar 29, 2021
377
Have been wondering how a forum about suicide works. Considering the only people that can actively participate haven't actually succeeded yet. How do you know who's gone and who moved on with their lives
We don't know. And you don't have to plan to kill yourself to be suicidal. Some of us want to die, some of us don't, some of us are unsure, and some of us are in waiting, either for a method to be viable or for external obligations to abate.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,448
Has anyone an update on @Nolan96 ? I expect the worst. It is really painful to lose such friendly and compassionate members.
 
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Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,361
Has anyone an update on @Nolan96 ? I expect the worst. It is really painful to lose such friendly and compassionate members.
He logged on less than 48 hours ago
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
5,448
He logged on less than 48 hours ago
But he has not posted something for a long time. And his last post was concerning SN. I just like him.
 
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