TheWorstLife
Musician
- Nov 8, 2025
- 52
my friend told me that she is a demon. she has done numerous weird things that ill list cuz idgaf
1. giving head to someone in an adjcacent car RIGHT next to the car my friend was in in the parking lot. he ciuld see her head going up and down.
2. SAME ROOM AS HIM having sex. self explanatory wtf?
3. going after who her friend is going after. fucking weirddd
4. she has red flags that i chose to ignore like celebrity crushes and im pretty sure she LOVED boosting my ego so that id feel better with her.
5. that feleing of "oh i can sleep next to her" wasnt real cuz when i did have to sleep at her house i could barely do it. but maybe its hormones im not experienced enough with girls to not be all "wow im with a girl" ifykwim. so im just shitty
6. her friend added me and now ive been told (through her friend) that A. she was gonna leave me cuz i "loved too quick" which ig i did im desperate for love what can i say and B. that now all of a sudden she missed me? then the same day she has another guy over? just straight key and peele skit type of shit lmao.
now im back to being lonely and wanting a girl but what girl would want a broke skinny little man that can help himself? im mediocre in every way compared to literally anybody else. i only want a girl so i can stop being lonely but if i try to love a girl without loving myself whats gonna happen? i dont wanna hurt people man.. i dont even wanna hurt myself i just want to die. thats different. i dont like inflicting pain.
1. giving head to someone in an adjcacent car RIGHT next to the car my friend was in in the parking lot. he ciuld see her head going up and down.
2. SAME ROOM AS HIM having sex. self explanatory wtf?
3. going after who her friend is going after. fucking weirddd
4. she has red flags that i chose to ignore like celebrity crushes and im pretty sure she LOVED boosting my ego so that id feel better with her.
5. that feleing of "oh i can sleep next to her" wasnt real cuz when i did have to sleep at her house i could barely do it. but maybe its hormones im not experienced enough with girls to not be all "wow im with a girl" ifykwim. so im just shitty
6. her friend added me and now ive been told (through her friend) that A. she was gonna leave me cuz i "loved too quick" which ig i did im desperate for love what can i say and B. that now all of a sudden she missed me? then the same day she has another guy over? just straight key and peele skit type of shit lmao.
now im back to being lonely and wanting a girl but what girl would want a broke skinny little man that can help himself? im mediocre in every way compared to literally anybody else. i only want a girl so i can stop being lonely but if i try to love a girl without loving myself whats gonna happen? i dont wanna hurt people man.. i dont even wanna hurt myself i just want to die. thats different. i dont like inflicting pain.
