Unwelcome in my own life

[lokabe82]

I'm so tired of feeling like an unwanted guest in my own life. Like the host is trying to drop the hint that they're tired and just want to go to bed but I have my feet kicked up dragging everything out.

It seems like everyone deals with me because I'm here but when I'm gone, they can take a sigh of relief. I don't make anyone happy. No one looks forward to seeing me. No one cares where I'm at or what I'm doing. I'm so tired.

 

[AShipinthedark]

I know you, I feel you, It is horrible, to feel loved but proven to be unloved...

 

[020x]

You're at home. Doesn't matter if others make you feel this way. So don't feel like this because it's unnecessarily making you feel sad. If you need someone to talk to, my PM is always open. Anyways good luck and hopefully you'll find peace.

 

[Stormy Raine]

I definitely understand how you feel. I use to hate when people told me that, until I joined here and I believe them. My pms are open too. Why do u feel this way, let's talk about it, only if you like to

 

[AllFoxedOut]

I could always use a little more lokabe in my life!

I'm sorry you feel this way though, it's a feeling I relate to. friends, family, partners. they all only kept me around while I was convenient or tolerabe.

 

[lokabe82]

I could always use a little more lokabe in my life!

I'm sorry you feel this way though, it's a feeling I relate to. friends, family, partners. they all only kept me around while I was convenient or tolerabe.

Thank you, Fox!
I'm also sorry that you feel this way. You're such a good person.

I know you, I feel you, It is horrible, to feel loved but proven to be unloved...

It is horrible. Especially when it means so much to you

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be dreadful having to suffer like that, I understand why you would feel so tired of it all. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Sweet Tart]

This is how things are for me, too. So sorry that people are letting you down.

 

[just_so_done]

I'm so tired of feeling like an unwanted guest in my own life. Like the host is trying to drop the hint that they're tired and just want to go to bed but I have my feet kicked up dragging everything out.

It seems like everyone deals with me because I'm here but when I'm gone, they can take a sigh of relief. I don't make anyone happy. No one looks forward to seeing me. No one cares where I'm at or what I'm doing. I'm so tired.

i can completely relate, like my family is much happier with me not around. just an obligation to them, and because out of sight out of mind they dont really care about how im really doing so i get feeling so fuccking tired

I know you, I feel you, It is horrible, to feel loved but proven to be unloved...

also feel this, i know my family loves me but their actions have proven im unloved, its just familial obligatory love, not like i genuine like and love this person and want to spend time with them

 

[lokabe82]

i can completely relate, like my family is much happier with me not around. just an obligation to them, and because out of sight out of mind they dont really care about how im really doing so i get feeling so fuccking tired

also feel this, i know my family loves me but their actions have proven im unloved, its just familial obligatory love, not like i genuine like and love this person and want to spend time with them

I'm so sorry. It's absolutely rough to feel this way and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. We all deserve to feel loved and wanted in our own twisted ways.