Venting unsure if i just glugged down SN or not, i hope so

[jyko]

whatever i drank is salty as shit. im not vomming it up bc im used to very salty tastes, they dont bother me. i dont know if the SN i have is really SN or nitrate not nitrite, i guess we will see. i feel very hot and my heart is GOING.
i ordered from BO from the supplier BM, i havent fasted, nor taken AEs or anything like that, pure raw dogging it

 

[abigail]

oh god. whatever happens I just hope you don't suffer, friend.

 

[jyko]

update very bad nausea is hitting but as an alcoholic i know how to keep it down, heart has somehow gotten worse, feel very out of it like i cant be bothered or want to finish my sentences

 

[indefinitesleep]

wishing you a peaceful passing bro

 

[CatLvr]

May you feel nothing but peace.

 

[BlackEyedDog]

may this be peaceful for u
are u feeling ok enough to write?

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

whatever i drank is salty as shit. im not vomming it up bc im used to very salty tastes, they dont bother me. i dont know if the SN i have is really SN or nitrate not nitrite, i guess we will see. i feel very hot and my heart is GOING.
i ordered from BO from the supplier BM, i havent fasted, nor taken AEs or anything like that, pure raw dogging it

Why did you do this? Did you just take a little bit or something to try it? I mean were you're trying and following the amount to take for an actual suicide? This is not so good. It's hard to know what to recommend because if you call emergency services you might get locked up... I don't know what's going on maybe you're going to be all right. Maybe I'm too late for you to even see this.

 

[cowboypants]

Why did you do this? Did you just take a little bit or something to try it? I mean were you're trying and following the amount to take for an actual suicide? This is not so good. It's hard to know what to recommend because if you call emergency services you might get locked up... I don't know what's going on maybe you're going to be all right. Maybe I'm too late for you to even see this.

I think they are attempting to ctb

whatever i drank is salty as shit. im not vomming it up bc im used to very salty tastes, they dont bother me. i dont know if the SN i have is really SN or nitrate not nitrite, i guess we will see. i feel very hot and my heart is GOING.
i ordered from BO from the supplier BM, i havent fasted, nor taken AEs or anything like that, pure raw dogging it

Hope you get what you were looking for mate

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I think they are attempting to ctb

The way it's written it seems almost accidental unintentional and confused. It's hard to know what's actually going on.
@jyko ? Does anyone know anything?

 

[LostSoul1965]

The way it's written it seems almost accidental unintentional and confused. It's hard to know what's actually going on.
@jyko ? Does anyone know anything?

OP hasn't been on since their last post. Sounded like an attempt and they may no longer be with us.

 

[Ramsay Fiction]

Hope you found peace

 

[mapleboy]

Wishing you well, OP <3

 

[kyhoti]

May you find the peace you seek.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

OP hasn't been on since their last post. Sounded like an attempt and they may no longer be with us.

They might not be. There was a soul on here sometime ago I can't remember and she drank it but survived to the next day and tried again. I don't know what happened to her either.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you all the best in whatever happens.

 

[SoulWhisperer]

Wish you peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you have found peace.

 

[abigail]

hey friend, I hope you had a peaceful crossing if you're no longer with us. love you my darling.

 

[Last dance]

I hope you are in peace

 

[CantDoIt]

I wish you peace in whatever happens.

I think OP was just desperate so didn't really consider the protocol or test the substance.

 

[IwantHappiness]

i dont wanna bother anyone...but...I checked OP profile and they were last seen on Aug 21. Was this a failed ctb? Does anyone know anything? Ty

 

[maniac116]

I hope you find what you're looking for, whatever that is