Venting Unfortunately, I'm back.

[StolenLife]

Not even the gap year i took was spared of traumatic events. I tried therapy - it didn't help, it was only a distraction from the real problem. I swear that bad shit happens whenever I try to get close to people. Today especially a horrible event happened that pushed me over the edge, though I don't want to talk about it in public, but the end result is me not feeling safe in my own home. And I can't even die yet since I have to finish my schooling first in case my ctb fails. And this time it has to be done inside my home so that if I feel scared, no one can hospitalise me if i quit. I'll try to obtain the infamous SN.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is so awful how we exist in this cruel world where there is unlimited potential to suffer and where existing can very easily get much worse. But anyway I wish you the best, it's very much understandable wanting the option of a reliable method so you aren't trapped here in this world.

 

[CTB Dream]

Vry sry many exp trama vry sry no feel safe, any time wlcm can talk any