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khw777

khw777

Just trying to catch a bus!
Oct 18, 2019
235
I've considered getting myself kidnapped and either executed or sold by traffickers. I've even tried, and been to Mexico, though I only went to the touristy areas and was obviously unsuccessful.

I've also considered jumping into a dumpster before it's picked up by the garbage truck. I suspect that would be effective, but I can't fight SI enough to stay in the dumpster and actually get picked up.
I have thought of same thing before getting into a dumpster and waiting there to die. The SI would be overwhelming!
 
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cu1len

cu1len

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Jan 3, 2019
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cutting is perhaps not unheard of here, but is still quite underrated. the low succes rate is because this method is almost always used impulsively and in areas like the wrists.

if you manage to cut certain important arteries then death is very quick and almost guaranteed. many medical professionals use this method because they have the knowledge for it to actually work.
I completely agree. One of the phrases I always remember is "it's not across the bridge, it's down the river" as in, you don't cut across your wrist, you cut down your arm along the artery
 
cu1len

cu1len

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Jan 3, 2019
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On a different note, death from laughter.
"Death from laughter is a rare form of death, usually resulting from cardiac arrest or asphyxiation, caused by a fit of laughter. Instances of death by laughter have been recorded from the times of ancient Greece to the modern day." Wikipedia

They are also listing few names of people and the reasons for their laughter. I don't think I can bring myself to laugh at that point ( I am welcoming any suggestion ). But it is certainly a funny way to die lol.
I'll probably go out this way accidentally. I already vomited because I laughed too hard, so let's just hope this happens instead next time haha
I've considered poison hemlock. It's one of the most toxic plants in North America, and all parts of the plant are toxic. Almost immediately after ingestion, you start experiencing symptoms. Basically, your lungs become paralyzed, and you die of oxygen deprivation. 100 mg or more is almost always lethal to an adult, and it is an invasive species, so it's not very hard to find it. There currently is no specific antidote for it, so the only chance people could revive you is with artificial ventilation until the effects have worn off 48-72 hours later. It is a very quiet death, and you could do it practically anywhere as long as you have some of the plant with you. Some parts of the plant are more toxic, for example, you would have to eat 7-8 of the leaves before it would become almost definitely lethal, compared to only a couple seeds or roots before.
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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I did a lot of different psychs in my early teens and I just ended up with HPPD and more anxiety. Maybe it was because I was young but ego death just made the world more confusing than it already was for me, MDMA was the only one that gave me a better outlook on life but that outlook didn't last long.
What is HPPD?
 
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AcidicTearsOfDeath

Member
Oct 19, 2019
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aconite poisoning. it's one of the deadliest plants known to man. guaranteed death in 4 hours if enough is taken (pm for more details, or research for self). some people have had to be hospitalized just for brushing up against it in a garden, i shit you not. also known as monkshood, wolfsbane, and other titles.

I've been considering using a plant as a method, tbh I live in South Africa and some of the deadly plants we don't have here or I can't find. I did come across oleander which is everywhere here. I attempted to take it once the taste was beyond unbearable that was with dried leaves crushed leaves. I did however empty some capsules and place them in there. I have that as an option but would like something more lethal (plant wise). There's just something about using what nature has that's appealing to me.
Heroin Overdose for sure people talk shit about heroin overdose when it´s most likely one of the best ways to go, euphoria and then nothing seems pretty nice to me.

Been thinking about this one but I don't know if I could see do it myself. I would definitely opt for this if someone was willing to inject it into me because I tried to inject a stupid cocktail of shit when I was younger and clearly didn't do it properly.
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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Hallucinogen persisting perception disorder, it's just a lot of problems with my vision but it's manageable. It made my anxiety a lot worse too.
Oh i see. Never heard of it . Sorry you have that.
 
khw777

khw777

Just trying to catch a bus!
Oct 18, 2019
235
I wonder if it would be easier with a partner? Like, we could encourage each other?
Yes with a partner would be good. I wonder if the dumpster would kill us or just really fuck us up badly.
 
I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
Bacterial meningitis can kill you
 
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Death_is_Escape

Student
Jul 26, 2019
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There was a scene in the movie named ' No Country for Old Men ', where the main antagonist uses some ( seemingly) high-psi device to murder a man whose motor vehicle was wanted: I don't know if such a method of killing is possible. or did the movie industry take liberties .
 
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Flightlinek

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Aug 20, 2018
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Yes with a partner would be good. I wonder if the dumpster would kill us or just really fuck us up badly.
Depends on how full the truck is... if it's not very full, it would take a few cycles before there's enough pressure to be fatal. If it is already pretty full, we probably wouldn't survive the first compacting cycle.
 
purplemoon

purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
Detergent gaz suicide was mainstream in japan, once it become odorless death rate 100%
what are the items needed for gaz in Japan please? do you mean with bbq carbon monoxide?
 
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mycabbages

mycabbages

still here
Oct 23, 2019
67
what are the items needed for gaz in Japan please? do you mean with bbq carbon monoxide?

I googled detergent gas suicide Japan and found this:

"These suicides were dubbed "detergent suicides" by the media because they are carried out by mixing household chemicals (e.g., an acidic toilet bowl cleaner as a proton donor and insecticides or bath salts as a sulfur source) to produce toxic concentrations of hydrogen sulfide gas."
 
khw777

khw777

Just trying to catch a bus!
Oct 18, 2019
235
That just seems painful thinking about it though. I'm sure you'd be nice and fucked up by the end of it

That's all it takes? Up to 4 days? Gosh I've never contemplated this.
It definitely takes more than 4 days. I have tried it. Went a week and half. The desire for food becomes overwhelming. Also it can take up 70 days to die without food. I was not able to go without water.
 
Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
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what are the items needed for gaz in Japan please? do you mean with bbq carbon monoxide?

According to nlm.nih.gov:

Fatal intentional exposures in the United States (U.S.) have not been described in the medical literature; however, suicides using H2S have been described in Japan since 2007.8 These suicides have been dubbed "detergent suicides" by the media because they are carried out by mixing household chemicals (often an acidic toilet bowl cleaner as a proton donor and insecticides or bath salts as a sulfur source) to produce toxic concentrations of H2S gas.9 The specifics of this technique became available on Japanese websites in late 2007. It is thought that availability of this information contributed to a dramatic increase in the number of these cases reported.

A bit vague, but if your curious:

 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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Caffeine:


Well i mean i do like a latte as it happens...:hihi: sorrry!
 
CarbonMonoxide

CarbonMonoxide

Marejeo ni ngamani
Oct 13, 2019
369
Another method i've not seen discussed anywhere in depth (but believe would be highly effective) is the zip tie method. Simply obtain an industrial strength zip tie that's long enough to encircle your neck, once pulled tight you'd need good a good snipping tool to back out and only a few seconds in which to do it.
This sounds like an effective variation of the tourniquet. These are very easy to get where I live. It's a good alternative to my preferred H or CO for ctb.
alcohol enima could definitely put you out
Funny as this sounds, an alcohol enema using strong vodka, gin etc will poison you faster than you can say 'gin rummy'.
All you need is a litre of vodka and a delivery pipe/ tube.
 
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BipolarExpat

BipolarExpat

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May 30, 2019
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Funny as this sounds, an alcohol enema using strong vodka, gin etc will poison you faster than you can say 'gin rummy'.
All you need is a litre of vodka and a delivery pipe/ tube.

Is that most likely how you'd be found then?
With a tube up your arse(?)
I don't imagine one would be very mobile after administering the fatal dose.
 
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blahblah

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Oct 26, 2019
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Heroin Overdose for sure people talk shit about heroin overdose when it´s most likely one of the best ways to go, euphoria and then nothing seems pretty nice to me.

Seconded. Surely heroin is one of the easiest things to get ahold of? Why is it not used more often for ctb?
 
TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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Seconded. Surely heroin is one of the easiest things to get ahold of? Why is it not used more often for ctb?
I guess it depends on where you live in the US it´s widely available drug like any other drug but I know in Denmark it´s mostly only in the bigger cities and I have never even seen a heroin dealer that´s another reason to envy people from the US they literally have everything over there. In Europe we also need to know dealers through friends or aquintances in the US they have street dealers; although this might be ignorant of me to believe it´s like that everywhere in the US but from Documentaries about drugs it looks like their are street dealers many states.
 
TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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Buying it online seems like the obvious solution?
I have tried that but it´s too much of a hassle compared to buying it on the street imo and depending on what country you live in it will be harder to get into the country, where I live some vendors won´t even ship because it´s too high risk.
But if it´s just for a one time use for a suicide then it will be worth the trouble.