Unable to Kill myself with Nitrogen Gas PLEASE HELP

[SadCryingBunny]

Hi can somebody please help me. I have a pillow and blanket in my car laying down on the front passenger seat with restraints. It's very cozy and I want to die peacefully due to my problems. I've done the gas transfer into my scuba tank and got the gas mask. I tried breathing and quickly started to get the passing out effects however I feel like my consciousness/brain is suffocating and I had to open the car door to breath. My exhaust valve on my OTS spectrum mask is working. Could somebody please help me how to pass out. I've been recommended hyperventilating but it makes me feel very dizzy. I want a peaceful way out. I plan on dying within a day or two. Goodbye

 

[Dejected 55]

Hyperventilating would make you dizzy... dizziness is going to happen before you pass out. That's kind of how that will work.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

Hyperventilating would make you dizzy... dizziness is going to happen before you pass out. That's kind of how that will work.

Is there any tips to just die I feel I am stuck in life

 

[Dejected 55]

Unfortunately, I have no better answers. I tried and failed weeks ago, and now I'm existing in that limbo myself. Unrelated to suicide, but I recently passed out from something, doctors weren't sure what... and passing out always is the same for me... an uncomfortable general all-over feeling, heaviness, slight nausea, and then I start to see sparkles and the world starts to get a little dark... then I wake up on the floor or otherwise somewhere different than where I was when I was last conscious.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

Unfortunately, I have no better answers. I tried and failed weeks ago, and now I'm existing in that limbo myself. Unrelated to suicide, but I recently passed out from something, doctors weren't sure what... and passing out always is the same for me... an uncomfortable general all-over feeling, heaviness, slight nausea, and then I start to see sparkles and the world starts to get a little dark... then I wake up on the floor or otherwise somewhere different than where I was when I was last conscious.

How did you fail, it's like I can't bring myself to pass out because it's very very uncomfortable it's like im gasping for fresh oxygen

 

[Dejected 55]

How did you fail, it's like I can't bring myself to pass out because it's very very uncomfortable it's like im gasping for fresh oxygen

The doctors couldn't tell me. It happened when I was in the involuntary mental hospital recently... I was sitting on my bed feeling sick, then felt a sudden urge to vomit and tried to walk to the bathroom. I got to the door and one second I'm standing there about to go in, the next I am laying on the floor with nurses around me trying to see if I'm okay. Doctors could not determine why I passed out.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

The doctors couldn't tell me. It happened when I was in the involuntary mental hospital recently... I was sitting on my bed feeling sick, then felt a sudden urge to vomit and tried to walk to the bathroom. I got to the door and one second I'm standing there about to go in, the next I am laying on the floor with nurses around me trying to see if I'm okay. Doctors could not determine why I passed out.

No, how did you fail? Could you tell us how, and was it with inert gas or another method? Ty.

 

[Dejected 55]

No, how did you fail? Could you tell us how, and was it with inert gas or another method? Ty.

I posted a longer post on the forum... but the short version is I had a gas-powered chainsaw that should have generated enough CO to put me out... but I didn't account for the fact that the burning fuel/oil mixture for the 2-cycle engine of the saw would produce smoke that burned my eyes and lungs so I couldn't sit in the car with it long enough for the CO to take effect. Basically I needed a better saw (4-cycle engine) or other gas-powered device to generate the CO instead.