LetMeOut67
Specialist
- May 7, 2025
- 364
I went to A&E in July with suicidal thoughts and all this time later I'm still waiting for help . They've sent me a letter saying I'll be given some kind of life coach but that there is a 12 week wait for this.
It's just ridiculous. There is a mental health walk in centre nearby (run by a private charity not the NHS) but I've not gained the courage to go there as my depression is severe and I have little energy. I'm on a high dose of antidepressants doing long walks and weightlifting but I cannot get out of this maze I'm in. I live a very solitary life and it's just absolutely horrible especially this time of year. They tell us to be open about our mental health struggles but the help is minimal. I'm pretty sure I need electro convulsive therapy my depression is that bad and has been over twenty years but how am I going to get that unless I crack up or self harm or threaten to jump off a bridge or something.
Sick of it. It is just torture.
It's just ridiculous. There is a mental health walk in centre nearby (run by a private charity not the NHS) but I've not gained the courage to go there as my depression is severe and I have little energy. I'm on a high dose of antidepressants doing long walks and weightlifting but I cannot get out of this maze I'm in. I live a very solitary life and it's just absolutely horrible especially this time of year. They tell us to be open about our mental health struggles but the help is minimal. I'm pretty sure I need electro convulsive therapy my depression is that bad and has been over twenty years but how am I going to get that unless I crack up or self harm or threaten to jump off a bridge or something.
Sick of it. It is just torture.