u got any stupid reasons for suicide?

[ilvgore]

not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so much

 

[unscrewedmoon999]

Chores , there is constant chores!

I cannot emphasize enough how much I agree. Taking the trash out and vacuuming and grocery shopping and doing laundry every week, showering and cooking and doing the dishes every day, mopping the floor, cleaning the bathrooms, combing my hair, brushing my teeth -- doing all this madness just to... repeat it all again for 5 decades until I die naturally?? No, I'd rather cut things off now.

 

[Dresired]

not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so much

TW: bad English/punctuation
Eye contact is so awkward omg, it feels like I'm being invaded and that I'm being intrusive at the same time!

But my personal stupid reason is that i missed a lot of gaming eras due to financials condition, like, i would love to play PVZGW2, overwatch, Elden Ring, etc, but I can't because games are too expensive in my country, but they looked sooo fun, it feels depressive to know I'll never gonna enjoy them, at least like i idealized

Another thing too, i wish i could play some stuff with my friends, but i couldn't because of my low end PC/cellphone, and i missed a lot of quality time with them...

Another reason is that teens/young adults suck nowadays, I'd kill to have a friend group in the 2000s that would hang out to an emo/punk/gothic/rock/whatever concert, just to fucking live, you know? People only care about looking good for social media

I cannot emphasize enough how much I agree. Taking the trash out and vacuuming and grocery shopping and doing laundry every week, showering and cooking and doing the dishes every day, mopping the floor, cleaning the bathrooms, combing my hair, brushing my teeth -- doing all this madness just to... repeat it all again for 5 decades until I die naturally?? No, I'd rather cut things off now.

To be honest, I'd rather be doing these chores at home than having to deal with a shitty boss at work, schedules, all that...

Problem is to find someone to bank me lmaoo

 

[TapeMachine]

My main reason for wanting to commit suicide is that I've largely lost the ability to concentrate and reflect on a subject, something that from the outside will undoubtedly be seen as a pretty stupid reason to cease living.
Learning things was (still is) my deepest interest in life, the thing I care the most. Without it, I find no reasons to keep going (I enjoy other things, but it's not the same).

Similarly, I have lost the ability to retain/remember learned information, which renders one of my deepest interests in life (also learning) ineffectual..

So I definitely relate and understand why your similar struggles are of paramount concern to you, and I am so sorry that your mind is robbing you of something so valuable. My deteriorating mind undoubtedly plays a major role in my coveting of death.

 

[divinemistress36]

I cannot emphasize enough how much I agree. Taking the trash out and vacuuming and grocery shopping and doing laundry every week, showering and cooking and doing the dishes every day, mopping the floor, cleaning the bathrooms, combing my hair, brushing my teeth -- doing all this madness just to... repeat it all again for 5 decades until I die naturally?? No, I'd rather cut things off now.

And doing all that while depressed is madness

 

[GuppyBoyo]

i don't really have a "reason", i just do it because i want to
there are things i could consider "reasons", but i don't agree with the concept of having a reason, i am not forced to ctb by an external force that is a reason, it comes from me, it's the thing that i want and want to want

 

[IDCAAEBM]

Chores , there is constant chores!

My mother thinks I enjoy doing yard work for the property I've been living at for the past few years. All it has done is proved to me I'm not willing to do something if I just have to do it all over the fuck again, over and over and over. Ignorant boomer enjoys being saddled with responsibility so much that she never recognized my aversion to literally everything in my life. I only stayed alive all these years to keep her from feeling the pain of my loss, now, I could care less. She never paid attention and now I'm all out of fucks.

 

[grapevoid]

No joke got in my car one day a few months ago and the low tire gauge went off and I thought to myself "I have to stop and get air… or I could just CTB so I don't have to keep doing this stupid sh**"

 

[AgonizinglyAlive]

not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so much

Thats so real, lol. It feels stupid, but body dysmorphia is really no joke. I feel so ugly and disproportionate and unlovable, whats the point honestly.

Feels so stupid when I really think about it though. Iv got other reasons though that make me feel slightly less unreasonable and dramatic that just compound onto everything.

 

[elkheart]

Lol literally MONEY. It's the stupidest shit to take my own precious life because of a piece of paper that holds so much goddamn weight. So incredibly disturbing to me that if I had money I'd fuck around & find out for longer. All the things I'm curious about doing and exploring, even though right now I'm convinced there's no point, without having to worry about being a burden to absolutely anyone, just about being able to enjoy Earth for what it still is in beautiful places. Just getting to experience, having true freedom. I know technically "poverty" isn't a "stupid reason", but the concept that real sentient human beings like myself would end our lives because of cash? Fuck that lol I can't believe money rules my worth.