u got any stupid reasons for suicide?

[ilvgore]

not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so much

 

[Saponification]

Life bores me. It just bores the shit out of me. I sometimes fantasize about getting physically tortured when I think it could distract me from the boredom and emptiness.

 

[Unhumanly.]

to shock everyone around me, as if I'm that important

 

[hahafunny123]

Poor work ethic and not getting joy from things I used to enjoy

 

[bipolar22]

I have no family left. I have my gf but we see each other 2 house a day tops. I'm not intrerted in making friends or working boring jobs. I moved to a place where I don't feel at home at all. Old place I lived in a shitty apartment with unemployed refugees which were very unpleasant but at least Inwas near my family however fuckednour relationship was at times. And I'm getting old loosing my looks and my athletism. Nothing left for me in this world. Oh and I can't drink anymore the one thing made me feel something other than boredom and suffering.

 

[Kusogaki]

I live a horrid life, but I make do. I experience no sort of happiness or pain or emotions on the daily, I remember what is was like to feel the adrenaline and rush in my body. I long for that feeling. I want to be scared. Knowing I am about to act out my demise, surely that will bring me some sort of terror. Or peace? Maybe even happiness or regret. I honestly have no clue, I have a couple near death experiences and that is the only thing that makes me happy.

 

[lawr]

- So that people will feel bad for me, even though I wouldn't be around to experience it

- My height (5'4 as a 22 year old male)

- My inability to meet and befriend those who share similar tastes in music/other media

- Feeling like a rather uninteresting person lately. Feels like I'm having to jump through hoops to keep conversations going.

 

[banger12]

No actually the eye contact thing is perfectly valid. I'm autistic so I hate eye contact and it's horrible and I wish neurotypicals didn't de facto force it on everybody else.

I have a really stupid reason though. This is a personal story too lmao. When I was a dumb ass teenager, think 17, I was into a girl that I only knew through the fucking internet and we briefly "dated". That fell apart pretty fast and I was suicidal as hell for a while over that. It's so pathetic and stupid in hindsight. Maybe funny though.

Honestly I kind of envy my younger self though. I miss only having bad reasons to kill myself. I really wish I could've remained spared of good ones. But nope. Now I have actual reasons and it's horrible.

- So that people will feel bad for me, even though I wouldn't be around to experience it

- My height (5'4 as a 22 year old male)

- My inability to meet and befriend those who share similar tastes in music/other media

- Feeling like a rather uninteresting person lately. Feels like I'm having to jump through hoops to keep conversations going.

I get that though. It's a surprisingly rough thing to have nothing in common with friends or peers. I've never had friends who liked the same stuff. Although perhaps I'd feel suicide is an extreme response, I can't judge.

 

[lemonlotl]

being a really bad amv editor & artist. :P

it's definitely not my only reason but IMO it's indicative of my low intelligence despite trying to develop these talents for years I'm still below-average/mediocre at best. I enjoy "artistic" things but am too dumb to truly have novel ideas and execute them well.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I lost my boyfriend last year , he went and ctb without me so now it's my turn.

 

[BlockHammer]

I wonder if it is stupid enough: i love this vtuber because of her effort into becaming one of the most popular v-tuber/idol, her story, voice and personality is a tonic for my depressing life, for the last 2 years she kindda inspire me to learn new things like programming and also learning japanese.

But the effect starting to wear off day by day, she keep getting succesful while i still dealing with my procasination and adhd problem, i speculate that this procasination came from my depression that cause by tons of rejection (rejection from applying to a company).

I had this stupid dream of one day be a worthy man and move to japan so i can get to know her more i know this is stupid but this is my only inspiration, but......well im stuck in here making little progress. Im planning to CTB this year but idk, i havent start my research yet about SN, either because i still want to learn programming? Or try a game that i havent try? Im not sure but i think either this or next year will be my last.

Sorry for this long text, i hope that this is stupid enough lmao

 

[nohopenolife]

Becouse im now fat and ugly due to psyche drugs and also health problems. Sick of my country and society in general. And I don't want to get old enough to go in to a nursing home only to be abused by staff

 

[NonEssential]

I do not ever see myself as being able to live like a normal adult and I feel like I don't even want to.

 

[divinemistress36]

Chores , there is constant chores!

 

[anonymouswebuser]

1. school
2. not being able to communicate
3. having therapy forced onto me when my therapist does nothing but give me a bunch of "homework" to do and review it with her every week that's basically another version of school for me lmfao

 

[Boots2Scoots]

Legal troubles. Yayyyy

 

[Loser1989]

I'm sick of seeing the same shit. Sick of walking down my road and seeing the same houses, sick of seeing the same people, having the same conversations. Sick of trying.

 

[Saturn_]

I hate the Internet now, how everyone is constantly on the Internet now, and how some smug corporate suit in Silicon Valley can just spy on you and do whatever they want with their apps because everyone uses them, and everyone is too lazy to leave them. I've gone on several long-winded doomer rants to close loved ones about the fear I have for the future and the psychological effect the Internet can have on people, how it has "bled into reality" so to speak, and the fact that a lot of personality traits that arise from phone dependency have ruined a lot of my friendships with others. This is the only website I am an active poster on anymore. I use others privately, but these are mainly for logging games/movies/anime. I became particular about choosing websites with little to no social media elements and that aren't bogged down with Javascript/optimized for phones. I've used a computer ever since I was like 5 years old, so it's beyond disheartening to me that this whole other world which meant so much to me, which I could escape to when my mom kept me from making real life friends, is now a barren, corporate wasteland.

 

[Aergia]

Hate doing work.

 

[mikgazer6]

Nope because all reasons are valid. Some can be strange or uncommon sure but I don't think of any of my or other people's reasons as stupid. But, to give more of an intended answer, I see all unpreferred experiences including the slightest, such as the room temperature being a degree off from your liking, to be a reason (note: A reason, not THE reason). Some people may find this silly.

 

[사람이 없어]

Chores , there is constant chores!

I always did everything in my life to minimize pointless chores. I always hated them. When I was a kid I was forced to do so many pointless things, now I can at least do them way less and/or optimize things so I don't have to put in much as much effort into completing them.

 

[Mocha]

Life bores me. It just bores the shit out of me. I sometimes fantasize about getting physically tortured when I think it could distract me from the boredom and emptiness.

This is so insanely real

I hate the Internet now, how everyone is constantly on the Internet now, and how some smug corporate suit in Silicon Valley can just spy on you and do whatever they want with their apps because everyone uses them, and everyone is too lazy to leave them. I've gone on several long-winded doomer rants to close loved ones about the fear I have for the future and the psychological effect the Internet can have on people, how it has "bled into reality" so to speak, and the fact that a lot of personality traits that arise from phone dependency have ruined a lot of my friendships with others. This is the only website I am an active poster on anymore. I use others privately, but these are mainly for logging games/movies/anime. I became particular about choosing websites with little to no social media elements and that aren't bogged down with Javascript/optimized for phones. I've used a computer ever since I was like 5 years old, so it's beyond disheartening to me that this whole other world which meant so much to me, which I could escape to when my mom kept me from making real life friends, is now a barren, corporate wasteland.

Tell me about it. I'm 18, I started using the Internet just as the suits cleaned house. I missed the "Attitude Era" that my parents got to grow up in, y'know Nirvana, System of a Down, South Park, technology and video games in their experimental years, when every product was KRAZZYYYY and all. Sure I can go and experience that media easier than ever now and collect old stuff if I wanted to but there's no culture around it anymore so it feels like taking a stroll through a graveyard. I also missed the Golden Age of the Internet, back when it was ran by people instead of shithead corporate figures looking to rot everybody's attention span and melt their dopamine receptors to maximize profit.

I got to see it all go away, now as I transition into a proper adult I feel there's no point. Nothing's fun anymore, minimalism and capitalism killed all of it.

 

[amomentspeace]

My most stupid reason is that one day when I was around 13-14 I had a mental breakdown and I decided to ctb, I felt the need to give all my rare tf2 items away to a random person. I will never recover from this, all my precious little tf2 cosmetics lost

 

[Namelesa]

Playing Elden Ring cus I noticed the repetition in that game which kinda spread over to seeing it in other games and in more parts of life. I think Elden Ring has actually made me more depressed.

 

[bandit]

Writing and cognitive stuff has gotten super fucking difficult since i had a couple of seizures last year, knowing im going to have to write more in the future drives me insane like bro just give me the gun its over im washed

 

[SchizoGymnast]

Bully coworker and feeling fat

 

[happysunnydayy]

I just think that being 30 is too old lol imagine being this age SOO OLDD! My brain still sees me as 18. Still far away from this age tho but if I keep on livin I'll reach this age soon since time passes in a blink especially when your in your 20s and your life is a routine.

 

[grapevoid]

Because I've already committed to it and I can't leave things unfinished.
And I'm tired of having to cook dinner every night. It's so stupid that I have to make meals.

 

[charcoalcat]

I don't think there is any stupid reason to ctb. To frame a reason as stupid means you deem life to be precious. If life ain't precious, all reasons to ctb are valid.

 

[grapevoid]

because the kardashians spent at least 5X my annual income on their Christmas party.

 

[LonelyMe]

not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so much

Some of my reasons are kind of dumb but others are "valid"(or better) in my opinion. Boredom would be my dumbest reason. I just don't find anything interesting anymore. Depression made me lose interest in everything (being with people, watching movies, playing certain games). Now I have a hard time doing these things. A better reason is that I just don't like the society we live in where everyone is competing for stuff. I feel like everyone deserves to have a good life, not like our society where some suffer and others thrive. Then there's stress and rude people that kind of make everything even worse for me.

Also, don't feel bad about small boobs. They aren't that important. I promise I don't really like eye contact either but usually it's fine. It kind of depends on who I'm talking to.