turning 30 in 3 weeks

[joedabest123]

im turning 30 in less than 3 weeks i thought i was doing so well for myself and here i am again i cant escape my gambling addiction and its ruining my life sometimes i feel like i should just kill myself whats the point in trying so hard when all it takes is for me to gamble and i lose all my progress i have been living by myself for the past 4 months now and thought being by myself would make me more responsible it hasn't if anything its just getting alot worse for me and i just dont want to live like this anymore not making plans to commit suicide but i just hate this fucked up cycle that im in and sometimes it just feels like no life at all what should be normal being able to eat get ready and go about my day just feels so impossible and idk what to do anymore

 

[imtiredasf]

Look, man, don't use age as an indicator of where you're supposed to be in life. A lot of people experience setbacks and it sounds like you've had your fair share. Addiction is a real fucking cunt, dude, and I'm sorry that you experience it, but you've got this shit, man.

 

[joedabest123]

yeah man thanks for the positivity just unsure how im gonna eat ontil my next payday on the 04th September i think i need to try and go rob from the shop thanks for replying really does help brother!

Look, man, don't use age as an indicator of where you're supposed to be in life. A lot of people experience setbacks and it sounds like you've had your fair share. Addiction is a real fucking cunt, dude, and I'm sorry that you experience it, but you've got this shit, man.

 

[bankai]

im turning 30 in less than 3 weeks i thought i was doing so well for myself and here i am again i cant escape my gambling addiction and its ruining my life sometimes i feel like i should just kill myself whats the point in trying so hard when all it takes is for me to gamble and i lose all my progress i have been living by myself for the past 4 months now and thought being by myself would make me more responsible it hasn't if anything its just getting alot worse for me and i just dont want to live like this anymore not making plans to commit suicide but i just hate this fucked up cycle that im in and sometimes it just feels like no life at all what should be normal being able to eat get ready and go about my day just feels so impossible and idk what to do anymore

I didn't realize how serious an addiction gambling is until I watched The Gambler(2014).

It's so messed up. I mean, watch that movie seriously if you haven't watched it already. And the ending has A superb twist.