Trying to not be impulsive

[Ash]

Went into Big Town earlier to pick up a Click n Collect item I'd ordered, and sat in the car with my parcel and this overwhelming urge to go home, shut the door and CTB. I'm home now with my dog curled up in my lap and of course she's the one and only reason I can't just up and do it. So I'm biting down the urge which hasn't gone away, and it's just so bleak and lonely and miserable.

 

[upsidedown]

Hey, I understand what you mean 100%.
Sometimes, I worry that I'm being impulsive when I think about CTB-ing. I'm new to this whole thing, but I've been feeling this type of way for years. I think it's okay tho. When the time is right, you'll know. The only thing keeping me here right now is a promise I made to my boyfriend (He's had people that have done that in front of him, it would break him if I did it).
But hey, we're all in this together.