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snake_nela
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- Mar 11, 2026
- 9
So I been down bad since I was 16. Well before but I started functioning off medication I stopped at 16 with the meds I never wanted them though they said I needed them though I've always been you know shy slow but yeah I was doing very well for a second had a job a gf alot of friends I though it was good so I said I don't need these pills no more. I stopped cold turkey and things just went down got put in psych hospital for meth then my friends flipped my gf turned to the neighborhood hoe. I got deep into nos meth weed and I suffered a tbi ( got beat up with a baton , jumped again the next day.) I lost it man I went to prison 5 years my gf snaked me I started shooting meth lost what was left I ask my family if I'm crazy or talk to myself they say no. But I've been told things like I'm burnt crazy aha trauma on trauma man and too too it all of I don't want to die I just want a regular life