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outnout

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Sep 22, 2025
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Finally narrowed it down to either N2 exit bag or FSH.

Anyone else choosing either of these? Thoughts?
 
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Which one can you do? Get supplies, have a location?
 
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outnout

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Sep 22, 2025
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Reading through the vizzy EEBD hood inert gas tutorial thread now and I found a source for nitrogen I could pick up. It's just really technical. Seems like many things could go wrong

For hanging..I have a perfect anchor point in my apartment but it's only 9 inches above my head. So I would have to set up a new anchor point to be able to FSH (I believe). Or I could do partial/standing. Not really comfortable finding a place outside where I could be found before dying, branch snapping etc

Just want a clean reliable way to not get permanent injury and be successful
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Just want a clean reliable way to not get permanent injury and be successful
Fsh does seem to offer both. But does it? Some ppl fail so damage is a possibility. I think about it the most but it scares me. I so wish we just had some switch we could turn off.
 
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outnout

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Man I would literally do anything for that. The stress of having to research non top to decide on some fucked up barbaric method, having to overcome SI while knowing you are putting yourself at risk to be in a 100x worse situation. Just to achieve something that should be readily accessible/the right of any human. It's stressful

All the while, it would be possible to safely drift off and pass cleanly under medical care, with barbiturates.. It's so fucked up having to go through this. I hope I have the strength to follow through because I know being stuck here is infinitely worse
 
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All methods have failure possibilities.
The key is to plan it whenever possible.
Do your research. Ask questions.
 
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