No I think SN can be absorbed through mucus membrane and I think I definitely swallowed a small amount , I mean a gram is lethal. I went to the doctors multiple times since. No I didn't take any of the other drugs. I mean isn't there even stories on this sight of people slathering the SN on their skin and it getting absorbed
Now I'm panicking daily thinking I destroyed my health or I'm gonna die later on, and I have to CTB
Oh no , there's no post of that , but I've seen posts of people slathering SN on their skin with DSMO, I mean maybe I'm wrong- it couldn't been that I simply swallowed some. I didn't rinse my mouth out and just spit it , falling asleep afterwards. I could've swallowed it , it was a whole sip and a gram is lethal
Look... I'm sorry I sound mean. I just deleted that post but not soon enough. I truly do not believe the circumstances as you have described them have destroyed your health! The harm from this stuff is chiefly related to the methemoglobinemia, and your body is able to reverse that all on its own if the dose is small. People have taken enough to turn blue and still recovered from that without help.
Also, DMSO is a thing that does carry chemicals through the skin that wouldn't otherwise be absorbed. But you didn't have any DMSO, and I don't think you were soaking your body in the stuff or had it in your mouth for very long at all.
I believe your description of your problems and think you should go to the doctor and get those worked up. But I do not believe that you have done this to YOURSELF. If you only swallowed a small part of one mouthful, you didn't get a whole gram. Again. I'm not in any way dismissing that you are having symptoms, okay? I'm sorry you don't feel well. Please try to let go of the panic if you can because that is definitely not helping you.
P.S. Just FYI, panic attacks do give people very real and scary symptoms. When I said you had kinda described what panic attack was like... well... I was feeling very sympathetic because they really do suck. I just want to make sure you know that.