SN Round 2

[weallhaveourghosts]

ETA: Can't do it. SI is too strong today. Will have to try again tomorrow.


As some of you know I failed my first attempt with SN. I only got a few sips in and couldn't manage to do anymore. I did revise slightly how I am doing it this time.

1. It's morning. Slightly unconventional but I've had a full day of no food yesterday and no liquids this morning.

2. Cup size. The last cup was massive. This cup is more like a shot glass size. I think it'll be easier to get down.

3. Mouthwash. Gonna swig some before downing the SN which will hopefully help dull the saltiness.

4. Covering my tongue. If all else fails I've decided to cover my tongue so that the liquid doesn't get on it.

I've got two cups on my nightstand and a trash can in case I throw up. My messages are scheduled. Really nothing left I suppose.

Happy to answer questions / continue to update while possible after I get my first cup down.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace!

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here with you unmet friend.

 

[anonymous2025]

As some of you know I failed my first attempt with SN. I only got a few sips in and couldn't manage to do anymore. I did revise slightly how I am doing it this time.

1. It's morning. Slightly unconventional but I've had a full day of no food yesterday and no liquids this morning.

2. Cup size. The last cup was massive. This cup is more like a shot glass size. I think it'll be easier to get down.

3. Mouthwash. Gonna swig some before downing the SN which will hopefully help dull the saltiness.

4. Covering my tongue. If all else fails I've decided to cover my tongue so that the liquid doesn't get on it.

I've got two cups on my nightstand and a trash can in case I throw up. My messages are scheduled. Really nothing left I suppose.

Happy to answer questions / continue to update while possible after I get my first cup down.

Hey, just a suggestion as SN is also my method, I plan to hold my nose when taking it, also I've heard you could get some cloriseptic spray to numb the back of your throat. As a slight burning may be felt.

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

Hey, just a suggestion as SN is also my method, I plan to hold my nose when taking it, also I've heard you could get some cloriseptic spray to numb the back of your throat. As a slight burning may be felt.

Better than holding my nose I just picked up a vapoinhaler.
Cup is in hand

God why is this so hard to do

Okay 3, 2, 1,

A shot of fireball is easier than this

Okay okay

Okay managed to get it all in my mouth just to spit it back in the cup

Lovely

Can confirm though that mouthwash really helps take away the salty flavor

Okay trying again
Okay mouthwash used

Cup in hand

Fuck okay

Shit I think SI is too strong right now guys
Fuck okay I think I can't do it today.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[anonymous2025]

Better than holding my nose I just picked up a vapoinhaler.
Cup is in hand

God why is this so hard to do

Okay 3, 2, 1,

A shot of fireball is easier than this

Okay okay

Okay managed to get it all in my mouth just to spit it back in the cup

Lovely

Can confirm though that mouthwash really helps take away the salty flavor

Okay trying again
Okay mouthwash used

Cup in hand

Fuck okay

Shit I think SI is too strong right now guys
Fuck okay I think I can't do it today.

It's ok to stop, there's no rush. Also it takes a mountain of courage just to get it in your mouth. Any day now I have to chug my 50ml SN down and I'm just spending everyday reading threads on the effects, as somebody is passing while documenting symptoms. I'm just afraid to feel myself dying. But I will have no choice very soon.