Tyra
Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
- Jul 22, 2026
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So I used baking soda (sodium bicarbonate) just because I know that's used as a pre workout.
Can read more about it here: https://www.losefasteats.com/how-much-baking-soda-is-safe-daily/
I did 1/2 teaspoon, because before I found that website I knew that amount is safe.
And I put it in 38 ml of water.
Tasted pretty bad. But lowkey is helping desensitize myself from the taste aspect.
I don't think it mentally did anything other than that. But I realized that drinking a nasty cup of water is slightly a mental block.
Also I am at 24 hours into a fast when I did this (I got the idea before because I was already fasting).
So I will continue to desensitize myself. I may or may not put more baking soda next time.
Do your own research but after reading through the link, it's safe for me to take 3 teaspoons of baking soda in one sitting. (I'm going to also drink a good amount of water after I am done and it's sit in my stomach for a while).
Which is the exact amount I need of SN.
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Can read more about it here: https://www.losefasteats.com/how-much-baking-soda-is-safe-daily/
I did 1/2 teaspoon, because before I found that website I knew that amount is safe.
And I put it in 38 ml of water.
Tasted pretty bad. But lowkey is helping desensitize myself from the taste aspect.
I don't think it mentally did anything other than that. But I realized that drinking a nasty cup of water is slightly a mental block.
Also I am at 24 hours into a fast when I did this (I got the idea before because I was already fasting).
So I will continue to desensitize myself. I may or may not put more baking soda next time.
Do your own research but after reading through the link, it's safe for me to take 3 teaspoons of baking soda in one sitting. (I'm going to also drink a good amount of water after I am done and it's sit in my stomach for a while).
Which is the exact amount I need of SN.
I want to desensitize myself to SN by drinking salty water
I have a long time before I will CTB. I want to drink very salty cups of water and pretend it's SN mentally. Also while being 24 hours into a fast. And then I'll go lie down. I wouldn't mind doing this 50 times if I have too. Just so I will be calmer for when I do CTB. Just to trick my SI for...
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