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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
291
Okay my time has come, I would first like to thank the creators of SaSu, what they've created is truly remarkable, a safe place where we can discuss life and death openly. I will forever be in their debt, this place has been a home for me for the past year. I met some amazing people here including my dear friend Bear who ctbed last year and @luvpup, luvpup has been my buddy this last week, she is such a kind-hearted amazing person and I couldn't more grateful. I am proud of the person she is and even prouder to have had the honor to call her a friend this past week. I always imagined my last days being really lonely since I had lost bear but luvpup made me better by being herself, I owe her a debt of gratitude. Lastly I would like to say thank you to @opheliaoveragain for everything. Also I would like to thank @pinkblur for his friendship in the past year and @DOHARDTHINGS24.

I run my race in this lifetime and now it's time for me to rest. I will see you all on the other side.

I am doing the pph205 version of the sn protocol since it's simpler. I have fasted for 24hrs, t-60 = ibuprofen (600mg), t-40=(meto 30mg), t-0= sn(25g)

Goodbye my friends! I will try to update if I can.
 
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corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
250
I hope you find peace.
 
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luvpup

4ever young & ill
Oct 8, 2024
140
i am crying as i write this, i try not to get too close to anyone on here ad tell myself i know the end but i cant help it. im so happy that i could at least be there for you, im sorry for the friend you have lost i wish you nothing but peace, and youll always be an angel on the other side in my eyes and thank you for listening to me even through your own struggles here i really will miss you and im sorry its come to this too
 
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Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
821
Was nice chatting with you! Sorry life brought you to this point. Wish you well in whatever comes next!
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
so so so much love you to my sweet friend. you will absolutely be thought of and missed. still gonna light a candle for you. hug Bear for me ❤️🥹🫂
 
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moonmuse

moonmuse

Member
Sep 30, 2025
72
peace
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
291
so so so much love you to my sweet friend. you will absolutely be thought of and missed. still gonna light a candle for you. hug Bear for me ❤️🥹🫂
O you saw in time, oh my god thank you thank you, thanks for everything O, you know how much you've meant to me and bear, I will hug her for you!
 
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opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
O you saw in time, oh my god thank you thank you, thanks for everything O, you know how much you've meant to me and bear, I will hug her for you!
I came here immediately. I am sending you a massive fucking hug. I am fully crying but I respect your decision always. you'll be on my mind. I wish you nothing but peace. love both you and Bear. here with you if you choose to update. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
 
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zizzou

Forever young, I wanna be
Sep 25, 2025
154
May you find what youre looking for :)
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
291
Meto taken, 2 cups made, it looks like I can just take it one shot, hopefuly it won't be too bad
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
I'm sorry to see you go. I wish you a peaceful journey and I hope the other side is much kinder to you.
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
291
Alright 15 mins to go, I am gonna put on some music
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
we're here with you dear friend.
 
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Dante_

Global Mod
Feb 27, 2025
506
Wishing you well traveler 🫂 I hope whatever awaits is much kinder to you. Going to miss seeing you around, there's always something about each and everyone who joins this community, each user is so special and no doubt, will leave a mark here whenever the day comes.
 
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avalokitesvara

avalokitesvara

nothing
Nov 28, 2024
439
Safe travels and take care 🌹
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
291
Alright it's time, let me shake the cup
so salty
I am sitting now
I feel okay, I am waiting
heart rate is spiking up
not too scared
thank you guys for being here

I feel warm for some reason
 
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opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
nothing but love.
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
291
heart rate is spiking again
don't feel any nausea yet, just heart rate spiking
I am still here, just sitting with heart rate spiking, but that's it
i am gonna lay on my right side
feel dizzy but not too bad I can still write but I need to lay down now
not too bad super dizzy it;d time
 
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decayingdoll

decayingdoll

✚𓏼 ̣̣ 🦴 ༷𓈒‿ 𑣿
Sep 15, 2025
51
you're so brave.. i hope you're being as comfortable as possible
 
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luvpup

4ever young & ill
Oct 8, 2024
140
heart rate is spiking again
don't feel any nausea yet, just heart rate spiking
I am still here, just sitting with heart rate spiking, but that's it
i am gonna lay on my right side
feel dizzy but not too bad I can still write but I need to lay down now
not too bad super dizzy it;d time
i love you for making it this far, and for being human, im glad you are not nauseous, please sleep well, ill see you and i will miss you thank you for being there it means everything
lets meet again one day okay friend? so you wont be alone
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,153
R.I.P. 🕊️ I hope you found peace
 
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TheEndIsPeace

Member
Sep 27, 2025
88
Rest in peace...
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
159
i hope you will find the eternal rest with welcoming arms…
 
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finalmission

finalmission

Student
Jan 8, 2025
105
Goodbye and i wish you all the best!
I want to be gone by the end of the week
 
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Kitsuné_

Kitsuné_

Student
Sep 8, 2025
173
Brave 🫂

Rest in peace ❤️
 
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avalokitesvara

avalokitesvara

nothing
Nov 28, 2024
439
Rest in peace 🖤
 
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IRHEXED

Member
Oct 3, 2025
20
R.I.P. 💙
 
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SkySocket

Member
Sep 8, 2025
16
Rest in peace
 
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Firefly.Forest

Firefly.Forest

Student
Aug 28, 2025
182
I hope you found peace and your suffering is over.
 
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stardewwindceres

Flesh Coffin
Oct 2, 2025
109
I never got the chance to meet you, but I hope you are finally have the have the rest and peace you deserve :)
 
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