HFK40000
Not Living Just Killing Time
- Apr 14, 2026
- 119
My job causes me so much misery and it is making everything worse. I have to work on an office where all I do is run an AI to send summaries to people who do not read what is sent. I feel so useless and stuck. I have been with this company for 9 years and I do not have it in me to leave. This company as awful as it has been to me; it is one of the only constants in my life. If I could just work from home again I wouldn't feel so awful. Being in this office for 12 hour shifts where I do less than two hours of work makes me want to die. I think about how it feels like the only way out. I want to die enough because of everything else in my life is awful and being in office just adds to it.