Method train or decapitation

[ydhjdcg]

ok so I have a post abt jumping in front of a train but since then I realized tho its nearly impossible w my shit ass luck I'd be the one percent so since blunt force via train might not work I'm thinking of decapitation, same as my other post w time but this way I will give myself 5 extra seconds to lay down and place my neck on the track, I've checked the rail is the size of my neck if I lay down instead of standing I lie down and get decapitated I think it would be an easier clean up and less traumatic for the conducter but I want to know if this has any flaws in my logic

 

[IsilOzgurluk]

I understand why people might attempt to die by train over ligature/hanging. But, I think the logic is flawed. You're probably worried about the physical pain of hanging, but you surely pass out pretty fast if u can endure a teeny bit of pain.
Laying your head on a cold rail at night, waiting for the train to end you seems way more traumatic to me.

 

[tonicer]

Laying your head on a cold rail at night, waiting for the train to end you seems way more traumatic to me.

It was always my favorite way to go. What makes it seem so bad to you?

 

[Dinorun]

It was always my favorite way to go. What makes it seem so bad to you?

Do you think you will be able to lie down before the super loud and big body that's coming towards you without flinching or something the last moment or second?

 

[IsilOzgurluk]

It was always my favorite way to go. What makes it seem so bad to you?

Going out at night, laying down on the track in the cold, alone, waiting for the train to go over your head. The idea of it doesn't sit right with me. When I could be stepping down from a chair with a noose around my neck. Full autonomy.
I read someone was planning to ctb with a knife earlier though. Catching the train seems wiser than that at least..

 

[Bat12]

Going out at night, laying down on the track in the cold, alone, waiting for the train to go over your head. The idea of it doesn't sit right with me. When I could be stepping down from a chair with a noose around my neck. Full autonomy.
I read someone was planning to ctb with a knife earlier though. Catching the train seems wiser than that at least..

i tried it sober once, the wait is not a nice feeling. I ended up bailing seconds before. I imagine if I was doped up on drugs it would be a different story, very peaceful, just less reliable.

The reason it's not mentioned as much on here is because of the potential mental harm it can cause to the driver etc. We are not about that on this forum

 

[tonicer]

Do you think you will be able to lie down before the super loud and big body that's coming towards you without flinching or something the last moment or second?

True but my life is so fucked i don't think i would flinch.

Going out at night, laying down on the track in the cold, alone, waiting for the train to go over your head. The idea of it doesn't sit right with me. When I could be stepping down from a chair with a noose around my neck. Full autonomy.
I read someone was planning to ctb with a knife earlier though. Catching the train seems wiser than that at least..

I would let it run over my neck not my head. A train should easily cut through my neck. My head would just get knocked away leaving me probably alive.