torn between living or dying

[404]

the last thing my friend said before leaving me is that they want me to live normally but i can't do that no matter how hard i try. i always go back to being depressed and suicidal after i try that and it's just making me even more tired

maybe i should give up already i really can't do this anymore

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry life has brought you here. I don't have any answers for you. I feel the same. Being able to talk about it here has helped.

 

[MrDarkness]

People can only fight for so long, I'm in the same boat, I don't know anymore on how to continue. I can't live a normal life no matter what

 

[FuneralCry]

It really does sound tiring being in that situation, existing here certainly is so dreadful but anyway I wish you the best, it's such a cruel existence where people suffer all through no fault of their own.

 

[mind3de]

Same for me. I will never be able to live a normal life. It's so depressing...