Took a break from the site, didn't help much.

[Lolkillme]

These days I'm tempted to just cover myself with gas and light a zippo. At this point the mental pain is so extreme I might as well go out the same way I feel internally every day.

 

[Someone123]

I understand that and I considered that I did a lot of research and a lot of people survive this and they end up very disfigured and in much more pain all the time from the burns, so due to this risk this is just about the last method I would use. One guy crashed his plane and it exploded and he was burned all over, including his while face, and he still survived- there is so much risk of making your life worse this way. There are much more reliable methods.

 

[Versailles]

I'm sorry to hear this, but inform yourself very well of the possible consequences that you could have in case of failure, doing things compulsively is not a good idea, you may find a less risky method.

 

[HiImPaul]

These days I'm tempted to just cover myself with gas and light a zippo. At this point the mental pain is so extreme I might as well go out the same way I feel internally every day.

Would definitely regret it the second fire started. Other methods are preferred because once you're unconscious (typically due to some type of hypoxia) you can no longer feel pain. With this your brain is going to be receiving every signal from every pain receptor all over your skin and muscle and you'll be conscious of all of it. Not a good way to go.

 

[Lolkillme]

I understand that and I considered that I did a lot of research and a lot of people survive this and they end up very disfigured and in much more pain all the time from the burns, so due to this risk this is just about the last method I would use. One guy crashed his plane and it exploded and he was burned all over, including his while face, and he still survived- there is so much risk of making your life worse this way. There are much more reliable methods.

Well God dammit.

Would definitely regret it the second fire started. Other methods are preferred because once you're unconscious (typically due to some type of hypoxia) you can no longer feel pain. With this your brain is going to be receiving every signal from every pain receptor all over your skin and muscle and you'll be conscious of all of it. Not a good way to go.

But that's the thing, I want to feel the pain. I want it to be extreme. It seems like it would be very fitting, as I feel as if my soul is on fire daily, I will do the same to my body to leave this place. I just don't want to survive it. So maybe SN plus this. Idk.

 

[Someone123]

Well God dammit.

But that's the thing, I want to feel the pain. I want it to be extreme. It seems like it would be very fitting, as I feel as if my soul is on fire daily, I will do the same to my body to leave this place. I just don't want to survive it. So maybe SN plus this. Idk.

You won't like being disfigured and you won't like this much pain- maybe watch some videos about burn victims on youtube. I know what you mean about being in pain now, but you will regret this method if you survive, and so many people survive this. It's your choice what to do , but please learn more about this. I know you want to get to the next life, or at least to leave this one, and I relate to this.

 

[hlynn95]

I check the site occasionally but not as frequently anymore cuz it's depressing to me. I want to end my life already but I'm scared to do it solo n thinking about it too much brings anxiety.

 

[Ch92921]

I wont take a break from this site.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is so horrible. I'm sorry that things are this bad. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. I hope you find freedom from pain and suffering.