Venting Too scared to attempt but in so much mental pain

[sadcausebad]

Will just get straight to the point, abusive and neglectful parents, high school and college drop out, 1 divorce from an early marriage (just turned 18) and lost all my friends and also had to rehome my pets. I basically have nothing, I don't know how to end this pain anymore.

I try to make friends and try putting myself put there constantly but nothing changes. I've been trying to end this suffering since I was 14. I'm in my late 20's I gave up a long time ago but I just can't find a way out of this hole.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be tiring feeling trapped in that situation, it certainly sounds like you've suffered a lot, life really is so cruel. But anyway best wishes.