Just woke up and feel like ending it now.
I suffer emotional pain all day but the mornings are the worst, when you know you have to try your best to fake it with people. My depression has crippled me, I have no job because I literally can't go out, I'm living with my mom and my sister so I try my best, and believe me it's unbelievable difficult to put a smile on my face for my moms sake but it's obvious to her that I'm depressed she just doesn't know how bad it is.I feel so bad for her, she's 80 and doesn't deserve this but I can't help it. It's a blessing to have family that loves you but at the same time it can also be a curse because you don't want them to go through the pain.it would be easier if no one loved me as crazy as it seems. I really need to find a sure way I can't take the pain anymore. I need a plan, please
I suffer emotional pain all day but the mornings are the worst, when you know you have to try your best to fake it with people. My depression has crippled me, I have no job because I literally can't go out, I'm living with my mom and my sister so I try my best, and believe me it's unbelievable difficult to put a smile on my face for my moms sake but it's obvious to her that I'm depressed she just doesn't know how bad it is.I feel so bad for her, she's 80 and doesn't deserve this but I can't help it. It's a blessing to have family that loves you but at the same time it can also be a curse because you don't want them to go through the pain.it would be easier if no one loved me as crazy as it seems. I really need to find a sure way I can't take the pain anymore. I need a plan, please
