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IHateTheBeach

IHateTheBeach

I love music
Jul 18, 2025
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I am having trouble ctb-ing. Whenever I get chance I would just procrastinate on games or musics. Procrastination is the reason I want to Alt-f4, I procrastinate on college, regular activities, family, etc. So I thought I might end this miserable life but now I am procrastinating to end it.
 
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borrowed time
Jul 18, 2026
12
I feel the same way, I think. I don't want to live and I do not fear death nor do I feel much physical pain that would scare me away from CTB-ing but I haven't done anything and its eh I'm getting more and more tired of life but really don't have to final push to actually commit. Is that how you feel?
 
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Arcanist
Apr 4, 2026
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I think anxiety causes a lot of my procrastination. Is it possible that being anxious about CTB is why you distract yourself and whatnot?
 
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