Venting Too frustrated and too tired to go on.

[RamenNoodles]

I am just too tired and too frustrated to go on. I am married when I never wished to be. I am not able to loose weight. I am not able to reach financial goals. I am not happy with career or career trajectory. I do NOT wish to have children, largely because I have never been healthy physically or mentally throughout my life.

I am sitting here contemplating catching the bus.

 

[jellie]

if you don't mind my asking, why did you end up getting married when you didn't want to?

 

[RamenNoodles]

My neck pain flaring again. I am fucking depressed. I want to catch the bus.

 

[Salkak]

I understand. I am also too tired to go on. I just wanna sleep and never wake up. This level of tiredness doesn't get fixed by normal sleep. It's like my soul is tired.
I live in a south asian country, so I will be asked to get married in a year or two. I am so sure that I don't wanna have children so that I can ctb anytime I want