Venting Tonight Is A Struggle. Every Night Is A Struggle.

[imtiredasf]

Still in pain, seems like it's kind of getting worse. Nothing is fun anymore. Movies just background noise, games minor distractions. Lonely, in that "Unfulfilled, no one really knows me," kind of way. I own a piece and the temptation to suck on it gets stronger every month, week, day. What if I fuck it up? What if I don't? I know someone will find me in short order, but can I do that? Do I leave my dog? He loves me. I don't have to lie to him.

 

[FuneralCry]

My existence is just suffering as well, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best.