Help Tonight I'm leaving...

[Brandy Brandy]

...the psych ward, on unescorted leave and travelling to a hotel. I've booked for two nights and will put up the do not disturb sign.

I have 100ml of 1.4butanediol and intend to drink it all. (I have meto, diazepam and will buy some alcohol) Those of you that have experience with 1.4BDO, do you think I will be able to handle the taste if mixed with full sugar Dr Pepper? I haven't tried it yet but perhaps I'll be able to just down it then sip Dr pepper to get rid of the aftertaste, though failing that is where the mixer comes in. I'm overweight, hence the 100ml. Any tips would be greatly appreciated. Thank you :)

Hang in there just pray for another day , your worth it

 

[Scottishchef]

Had taste of bd the other day and found it very soapy feel rsstw little bit bitter and warm i know it freezes under 20oc it arrived frozen and had ro warm it up when it came, slightly thicker liquid to water .

Hopefully it will work for you, journey to your next destination

 

[15dec]

Hope you have a safe journey and find peace. Hugs

 

[Sickman75]

I wonder what he chose to do. It's been an hour since his last communication.

 

[Macc Lad]

I wonder what he chose to do. It's been an hour since his last communication.

probably asleep!

 

[Suicat]

Very much ashamed. Police burst in and now sat in a&e

 

[Sickman75]

How did the police get involved? Did you call them? It's ok don't feel ashamed of yourself.

 

[Macc Lad]

Very much ashamed. Police burst in and now sat in a&e

best wishes!

 

[Feline]

Yeah. Whenever I've taken/overdosed and had anti-sickness meds, I always vomit it back up.

i have no idea how they do it..but there quite a few reported cases of dead people who did it by rectal application...it seem to be wide spread form application so i dont think it will leak out..

would prevent vomiting aswell (one guy took meto but still vomited a bit)


but 100ml + meto + alcohol could do the job aswell ... you either will be knocked out for a few days or dead for sure


best of luck

 

[GhostedToast]

I wish you luck in finding peace

 

[Suicat]

How did the police get involved? Did you call them? It's ok don't feel ashamed of yourself.

I didn't call them, it's all a bit of a mess. I'm gonna take a break from posting as I'm genuinely so humiliated. Doesn't mean I won't be trying this again.

 

[Sickman75]

Ok, well hope your safe.

 

[Macc Lad]

I didn't call them, it's all a bit of a mess. I'm gonna take a break from posting as I'm genuinely so humiliated. Doesn't mean I won't be trying this again.

best wishes

 

[SLN1096]

these places? you mean psych wards?

Well, yeah

 

[Suicat]

Right, I was going to leave this thread alone but I've come to say, I should be discharged within 2ish weeks, after that time, I will be at home and I will try again. No mixing it with anything, just a few big gulps and lots of Bailey's/perhaps a shot of vodka to get that bitter aftertaste out. Put on my big girl pants and do this. It's the waiting that's hard. Problem is that I might increase the self harming just to cope with the wait. I just can't get medical attention or leave any signs of it otherwise it'll just be seen as me wanting to stay on the ward. I think I've got enough benzos at home, I know I've at least got zopiclone or zolpidem, perhaps only a few diazepam, maybe need to buy more. I don't know if the z drugs will have the same effect or if I'll end up blacking out and doing something stupid like the last time I took too much zopiclone.... In the meantime, I'll probably still be around, browsing the site.

 

[311]

Right, I was going to leave this thread alone but I've come to say, I should be discharged within 2ish weeks, after that time, I will be at home and I will try again. No mixing it with anything, just a few big gulps and lots of Bailey's/perhaps a shot of vodka to get that bitter aftertaste out. Put on my big girl pants and do this. It's the waiting that's hard. Problem is that I might increase the self harming just to cope with the wait. I just can't get medical attention or leave any signs of it otherwise it'll just be seen as me wanting to stay on the ward. I think I've got enough benzos at home, I know I've at least got zopiclone or zolpidem, perhaps only a few diazepam, maybe need to buy more. I don't know if the z drugs will have the same effect or if I'll end up blacking out and doing something stupid like the last time I took too much zopiclone.... In the meantime, I'll probably still be around, browsing the site.

I would use amitriptyline and 1,4 b

 

[Made4TV]

OK, I'ma tell you all the trick I discovered re: the taste/texture. Tortilla chips. I pop one in my mouth right after I drink a bit of the 1,4B with citrus-y juice mixed in. Totally clears the taste out for me. Salt is magic!

 

[Suicat]

I would use amitriptyline and 1,4 b

I have a few 10mg pills of amytriptaline, not sure it would be enough though

 

[Suicat]

Sorry, just leaving little updates on here. When my next order of 1.4 BDO comes and i use it, I'm going to treat it as though it's nembutal, expensive and toxic, no allowance to waste it. I can do this and get over my sensory phobias.

 

[I am ___________]

Sorry it didn't work out, when it comes to things like this it is best to not do it in a public place. Hotels used to be the ideal choice for those who want to end it there, that is not the case now. Maybe you should decide another location, as you may be stopped again..... With my method I'm taking all the precautions to make sure I will not be stopped. Glad that your safe, hope they are not torturing you in there... Been in one myself, and will never want to go back there.

 

[Suicat]

Sorry it didn't work out, when it comes to things like this it is best to not do it in a public place. Hotels used to be the ideal choice for those who want to end it there, that is not the case now. Maybe you should decide another location, as you may be stopped again..... With my method I'm taking all the precautions to make sure I will not be stopped. Glad that your safe, hope they are not torturing you in there... Been in one myself, and will never want to go back there.

Hopefully only another 2 weeks and then I'll be free!