Tonight I will attempt tylenol overdose

[hihi2027]

Well looks like this plan's not going to go through. Now I have to wait to ctb :(

Yes, I know this is a nonmethod. No, I don't know any other methods. I have no money, no car, I can't leave the house. I am stuck with only the most painful methods. I am going to try this tonight, so hours from now when everyone is asleep. Will I die from this? I hope so even if it is a slow agonizing death. There is no other option.

Please keep me company as I contemplate this.

 

[Dissolving Figment]

Don't you just get liver damage from it if anything? Which won't kill you anytime soon and you'll just end up in the hospital?

 

[Widow39]

Omg I just read about this method and seems very bad when are you doing it?

 

[hihi2027]

Don't you just get liver damage from it if anything? Which won't kill you anytime soon and you'll just end up in the hospital?

What else can I do? I literally have no other methods and need to die tonight, im stuck completely stuck

 

[enne]

This will not work baby. I've tried it.

 

[carfemtanyl]

not a guaranteed death but a lot of guaranteed agony that can stretch on for weeks even if you eventually die

even cutting some vital artery or vein sounds better than that (which isn't to say you should try that, ABSOLUTELY do not)

 

[hihi2027]

Omg I just read about this method and seems very bad when are you doing it?

Around 2 am. thats 8 hours time where i live so i have a bit of waiting before then

 

[Widow39]

You should use another method or wait until you have a better method. Why are you in rush now?

 

[hihi2027]

This will not work baby. I've tried it.

What happened when u tried

 

[rembleeds]

You probably won't die from just acetaminophen. You'll feel fine for the first 6 hours or so, then you'll be in excruciating pain. Your body will feel like it's on fire, yet freezing, and like you'll explode. If you don't get an antidote, you'll be in that state for hours and hours, upwards of several days. Or you just won't die if you don't take enough.

I tried the same, took a whole bottle of extra strength Tylenol (~50g acetaminophen iirc) and it was the worst physical pain I will ever feel. My liver sucks because of it and I have had random sharp pains in the area ever since.

You will be found (either from seeking out help for the pain, or being found because you'll be screaming constantly) and you will be given an antidote. Depending on how long it takes for you to get it, you'll be better off than me or worse off. Too late and you'll spend weeks dying of liver failure and you won't get a transplant because you're at risk of "wasting" it. You will wish you never bothered with it.

 

[Widow39]

Even with loads of Tylenol you won't die, even alcohol has more chances to kill you than this crap.

But it can make you sick. Better try a better method or nothing yet

 

[hihi2027]

You should use another method or wait until you have a better method. Why are you in rush now?

I want to exit this world already

 

[Widow39]

How old are you?

 

[hihi2027]

How old are you?

20

Even with loads of Tylenol you won't die, even alcohol has more chances to kill you than this crap.

But it can make you sick. Better try a better method or nothing yet

What's better method. I literally have nothing

You probably won't die from just acetaminophen. You'll feel fine for the first 6 hours or so, then you'll be in excruciating pain. Your body will feel like it's on fire, yet freezing, and like you'll explode. If you don't get an antidote, you'll be in that state for hours and hours, upwards of several days. Or you just won't die if you don't take enough.

I tried the same, took a whole bottle of extra strength Tylenol (~50g acetaminophen iirc) and it was the worst physical pain I will ever feel. My liver sucks because of it and I have had random sharp pains in the area ever since.

You will be found (either from seeking out help for the pain, or being found because you'll be screaming constantly) and you will be given an antidote. Depending on how long it takes for you to get it, you'll be better off than me or worse off. Too late and you'll spend weeks dying of liver failure and you won't get a transplant because you're at risk of "wasting" it. You will wish you never bothered with it.

So youre saying that, even determined to die, it just wont happen? I live with someone so, yeah, i would just get caught ... How disapppointing

 

[Widow39]

So you are in this world since 20 years, I believe it's not a few weeks/months that will change something and at least if you decide to do it, you will do it the good way. Not with meds that will rot your liver without killing you.

Don't hesitate to pm me if you need to speak

What's better method. I literally have nothing

Anything is better honnestly. I won't suggest how to kill yourself but ye..

 

[ToothFairy]

Anything we can do to make you rethink this decision?

 

[hihi2027]

So you are in this world since 20 years, I believe it's not a few weeks/months that will change something and at least if you decide to do it, you will do it the good way. Not with meds that will rot your liver without killing you.

Don't hesitate to pm me if you need to speak

Anything is better honnestly. I won't suggest how to kill yourself but ye..

If I was alone with no one that checked up on me then I could consider this method. Heres the thing, I'm not alone so non detection is impossible, and if i was alone, id probs have the resources to come up with a better method.

What would i pm you to speak about?

Anything we can do to make you rethink this decision?

If you can suggest a better method than sure. Im set on ctb
Well looks like I can't do this method either. I'm a complete waste
Well looks like I can't do this method either. I'm a complete waste

 

[rembleeds]

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What's better method. I literally have nothing

So youre saying that, even determined to die, it just wont happen? I live with someone so, yeah, i would just get caught ... How disapppointing

Being determined in doing the act doesnt mean you'll react the same when it progresses. Your survival instinct will tap in sooner or later. Ever heard of Aron Ralston? Cut off his own arm with a dulled pocket knife to survive. And there's no shortage of similar stories where the mind and body will do literally anything to stay alive. You cannot prevent your own survival instinct with just your will over the course of hours and hours. Many of us struggle to bypass it for just a few seconds or minutes.

That's why we all tend to gravitate towards methods that render us unconscious or prevent any ability to escape. Or perform a method under deep influence.

If you were in a state of mind like psychosis, sure maybe you could do it, but it doesnt seem like thats the case.

 

[HNR17114168]

Don't. Won't work.

 

[idkwhattodoforthis8]

Well looks like this plan's not going to go through. Now I have to wait to ctb :(

Yes, I know this is a nonmethod. No, I don't know any other methods. I have no money, no car, I can't leave the house. I am stuck with only the most painful methods. I am going to try this tonight, so hours from now when everyone is asleep. Will I die from this? I hope so even if it is a slow agonizing death. There is no other option.

Please keep me company as I contemplate this.

Hi. Sorry to be the bearer of bad news (although it seems as though people have already told you this), but I know (from experience) that Tylenol won't work. Obviously, there's nothing in my power I can do to stop you, but it could give you liver damage, and will probably make you throw up. Stay safe!

 

[watergun88]

depend on where u at.

 

[endlesschatter]

Well looks like this plan's not going to go through. Now I have to wait to ctb :(

Yes, I know this is a nonmethod. No, I don't know any other methods. I have no money, no car, I can't leave the house. I am stuck with only the most painful methods. I am going to try this tonight, so hours from now when everyone is asleep. Will I die from this? I hope so even if it is a slow agonizing death. There is no other option.

Please keep me company as I contemplate this.

Nooooooo please don't do this. Paracetamol overdose will cause extreme discomfort in your chest. Please don't do it
I did it after reading on Google and regretted instantly when it caused me extreme discomfort in my chest

 

[hihi2027]

Nooooooo please don't do this. Paracetamol overdose will cause extreme discomfort in your chest. Please don't do it
I did it after reading on Google and regretted instantly when it caused me extreme discomfort in my chest

Yeah im going to look for a better method instead of this. It's not going to work

 

[endlesschatter]

Yeah im going to look for a better method instead of this. It's not going to work

One of my friend here was trying to find his carotid and after he found it, he decided to try experiments with partial. I don't know how it went

 

[hihi2027]

One of my friend here was trying to find his carotid and after he found it, he decided to try experiments with partial. I don't know how it went

Thats insane. I hope he found peace whether he when through with it or not

 

[endlesschatter]

Thats insane. I hope he found peace whether he when through with it or not

I saw his post yesterday on here after that i couldn't spot him.
I wish him peace in life or in death, whichever does justice to him.
Once we find carotids, path to ctb can get easier. I found my carotid but partial didn't work for me. Probably due to circle of willis,i have two more arteries at the back which continue to supply oxygen to my brain.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Not Tylenol, I hope you did not. I wish you could find another way forward, but if you can't, at least wait until you have a viable method.

 

[hihi2027]

Not Tylenol, I hope you did not. I wish you could find another way forward, but if you can't, at least wait until you have a viable method.

thanks. i decided to look for another method

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

thanks. i decided to look for another method

I know you had a very elaborate plan kind of revolving around getting a driver's license… would Uber or similar not be a feasible alternative?

 

[hihi2027]

I know you had a very elaborate plan kind of revolving around getting a driver's license… would Uber or similar not be a feasible alternative?

no money and no way of making money. Thats the problem. if i suddenly had enough to afford a car to drive away i would. but realistically thats not going to happen since im so depressed and suicidal how likely is it that i can get a job? Also id have to have the parent i live with a. agree to let me work there, b. agree to drive me there since i cant drive on my own yet plus theres only one car, c. let me have my own account to put my own money in not in their name. Right now im in a crappy community college for a degree i never wanted for a job that makes me want to kill myself for just even the thought of it that they are forcing me to go to. They are literally the ones paying for it and driving me to a from there so what can i do? Cant get a job, cant make money, cant drive, cant motivate myself, cant be smart enough to think of anything useful, cant think of good methods, cant afford good methods, cant be good at anything... The only last hope is maybe telling mom how i feel and MAYBE (big maybe here) getting to move into her place. From there, having peace of mind to perhaps recovery slightly, at least enough to figure out things from there without an egomanic shitting on me and scolding me everyday for what i should do or havent done or how horrible of a peace of shit i am. If that last hope doesnt come true, im fucked. Only thing ill be able to do by then is start sh myself until the people around me realize how much suffering they are putting me through