Welp, tomorrow's the day. I changed my method again and settled on carbon monoxide. I've got a gas generator set up to run in the back of my car. I've been getting myself as prepared for death as possible. All I have to do is start the generator, and go to sleep, unless I made another mistake (which knowing me is likely).
I've been having so many problems with family, and now the kids at work are noticing my self harm scars. I can't let them be affected by me and my issues. I just wanna disappear. I wish I never happened and this is the closest I can get.
If everything goes "well" I'll be gone this time tomorrow. Only time will tell.
I've been having so many problems with family, and now the kids at work are noticing my self harm scars. I can't let them be affected by me and my issues. I just wanna disappear. I wish I never happened and this is the closest I can get.
If everything goes "well" I'll be gone this time tomorrow. Only time will tell.
