Tomorrow.

[alice_0927]

Whatever your decision is, I hope you will be in peace

 

[HerculePoirot]

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It's all about getting your breathing right, and NOT using water

Why no water? Might be difficult to swallow all of it in a few seconds, wouldn't it?

 

[CTB Fella]

Why no water? Might be difficult to swallow all of it in a few seconds, wouldn't it?

Water accentuates the horrible taste of the pills, thus leading to vomiting.

Trust me, I used to make that mistake when I first started doing this.

Use a flavoured juice, not carbonated as this will bloat you and make it difficult to get the tablets down.

I am an expert at overdosing. I know, I know, it's a paradox ... how comes I'm still here, right? Well, I was clinically dead on two separate occasions last year, was found choking on the second one, and was basically a goner. I was found, CPR, life support, and being treated for pneumonia as some of the fluid had gone back into my lungs.

If I hadn't been found, I'd be free, now.

The excitement is starting to build, now.

This is how it happens.

Giving myself today to enjoy my new computer, and to have a bit of a fast will do me good.

Then, tomorrow, I'll be at peace to do what I have to do.

Looking forward to it, now.

 

[LunaXCBN]

See you around, friend. Hope it works out.

 

[CTB Fella]

See you around, friend. Hope it works out.

Thank you.

Hopefully I'll see you in the next life (I believe in reincarnation.)

Sending love.

 

[Shivali]

Good luck

 

[itsallpointless]

:(

 

[ThisIsLife]

how comes I'm still here, right? Well, I was clinically dead on two separate occasions last year, was found choking on the second one, and was basically a goner. I was found, CPR, life support, and being treated for pneumonia as some of the fluid had gone back into my lungs.

God loves you.

Clinically dead, as the heart stopped beating or brain activity ?

 

[CTB Fella]

God loves you.

Clinically dead, as the heart stopped beating or brain activity ?

I believe my heart stopped, and I had to be brought back via CPR etc. & kept alive via life support.

 

[ThisIsLife]

I believe my heart stopped, and I had to be brought back via CPR etc. & kept alive via life support.

No NDE ? Just blackout and then woke up?

 

[CTB Fella]

No NDE ? Just blackout and then woke up?

Nothing.

Just went. It's not like the films, where you start to blackout.

You just go.

I was brought out of a chemically induced coma in the intensive care unit, with cannulas in everywhere, mainline in my neck, tube down my throat, catheter in my dick, and hallucinating.

It was quite a thing.

Got sectioned after that one.

 

[LocalAngel]

i hope you'll be at peace, and... I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who gets genuinely excited at the idea of CTB.

If it's not your time, then that's okay too of course. If you do go, I'll see you over there soon.

 

[CTB Fella]

i hope you'll be at peace, and... I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who gets genuinely excited at the idea of CTB.

If it's not your time, then that's okay too of course. If you do go, I'll see you over there soon.

I look forward to meeting you.

Free of all pain, misery, sadness and a compass which helps in no way with direction.

I will speak with you for hours/days/weeks, free of all bullshit.

You just gave me a little injection of happiness, and for that, I thank you.

Why am I not able to feel like this all the time?

This thing they call "life" is evil.

 

[iloverachel]

Im so sorry you have suffered for so long and have so many failed attempts.
I hope you find the peace you deserve