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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I hope you will find peace! :heart: Sad to see you go but I hope you will have fun in whatever awaits us after death! :heart::heart::heart:
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
I hope you find peace.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Does anyone know if ctbus is/was a girl or boy? Or if you are here CTbus I was just wondering for some reason.
 
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awfullife

awfullife

Arcanist
Nov 16, 2019
435
I wish you peace CTBus
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
Maybe I'm too late, but my hopes and wishes that you are resting peacefully and had a smooth transition.
 
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NeverSatisfied

NeverSatisfied

Experienced
Dec 28, 2020
224
Hoping you find peace
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
963
Hope everything works out as you want it and may you find peace, CTBus.
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
Wishing you a peaceful journey my friend
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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wonderworld

wonderworld

w̶o̶n̶d̶e̶r̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶
Jun 5, 2020
351
good luck and safe journey, i will miss talking to you xxx
 
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flower

flower

on the moon
Feb 23, 2020
320
oh bus, i'm sorry i missed you. i hope you find peace love ♡♡ we will miss you lots
 
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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,731
A little late but still my thoughts are with him and I hope everything went well/pain-free or he changed his mind in time!

Safe travels dear @CTBus <3
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Did he say what he was going to jump from?
 
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ThisWillNeverStop

ThisWillNeverStop

Fake smile, real pain.
Dec 30, 2020
141
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Daveyjones

Daveyjones

Do you fear death?
Dec 20, 2020
20
I don't believe he ever said, however, he did talked a bit more this morning on TG. He talked a bit more about following through and he appreciated all the support, then said he needed time alone and might report back. So as far as we are all aware he has finally found his peace.
 
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This_sux ✓

This_sux ✓

Forever alone
Aug 6, 2020
58
I will attempt tomorrow at dawn. I'll just update this goodbye thread 30 min before. I wasn't able to get some livestream for my IPhone 4s, so sorry guys. I love you all.
I recommend not doing any live streams, photos, videos etc. If someone find them you have like 99% chance you will end up on gore, NSWL websites
 
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StrawberryPanic

StrawberryPanic

Member
Dec 19, 2020
13
wish you a good hour
 
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sadstuffie

sadstuffie

Student
Aug 11, 2020
157
farewell. i really do wish for your eternal peace❤
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,828
good luck
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
CTBus if you are still around you can come back and let us know and no one will blame you.
 
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ThrownAwayTom

ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
276
Sad I missed him. If there was one person always in chat it was @CTBus :(
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
If you changed your mind that's cool, come back and let us know it might help some of us.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Peace be with you
 
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Butterflyshadow

Butterflyshadow

Student
Nov 19, 2020
109
Goodbye you were a nice person always supporting others...
Have your peace
 
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jisatsuko

jisatsuko

自殺こさん
Jun 27, 2020
21
We haven't interacted much, but I send you my best wishes. I hope you find peace :heart:
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,663
Good luck and smooth journey to what you seek.
 
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Natty

Student
Jul 27, 2020
138
I hope there is a time I can point to in the future and just know that it is my time. I don't think I'm capable of it right now, but I am getting closer each and every hour.

It's always been hard for me to do the right thing.
 
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Frauw

Frauw

Nothing lasts
Oct 31, 2020
166
I'm sorry I missed you, I hope you are at peace.
 
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