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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
685
I turn 19 today and all I want is a 10mm pistol nothing more. Fuck the gun control act of 1968 for making me have to wait two more fucking years. Like what the fuck am I supposed to do until then. Do you guys have any suggestions on how to make the time go by faster?
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
917
Happy birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉 to you! I believe every birthday should be special! Do you have any plans today? If I could help you, I would be here. Im sorry.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
685
Happy birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉 to you! I believe every birthday should be special! Do you have any plans today? If I could help you, I would be here. Im sorry.
Not gonna be doing much besides getting a cake.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,383
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 💛
 
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CapitánBeto

CapitánBeto

Member
Aug 3, 2019
55
Liebestod "Love Death" is the final scene in Wagner's Tristan Und Isolde.
A classical music beast.

There are a few videos on YouTube.
My favorite rendition is by the late American soprano Jessye Norman with Karajan conducting the Vienna Philharmonic.



May we all die filled with love and gloriously rise to the heavens, just as Isolde did.

I wish you a happy birthday. 🎂
I hope you recover or find the peace we all long for in this forum.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,185
I hope you find the relief you search for, I really understand just wanting to be gone, all I want is to never suffer ever again, it's so dreadful to me how there isn't the option to just simply cease existing in peace.
 
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Tulsa Sam 52

Member
May 9, 2021
35
I turn 19 today and all I want is a 10mm pistol nothing more. Fuck the gun control act of 1968 for making me have to wait two more fucking years. Like what the fuck am I supposed to do until then. Do you guys have any suggestions on how to make the time go by faster?
"Happy Birthday' Liebestod. Yeah, some joke but it's my birthday too. I turn 73 today! I don't recommend it. But until now there has been always been someone or other who needed me to lean on. Were I to write my autobiography I would title it, My Life As a Crutch. But I won't have time to write anything because I must join the angels soon -- like Very Soon! Anyway, who wants to read a book about a Crutch?
America is no place for Old Men. In fact it's not so great for young men either. But when you get to be my age it seems you have a target on your back, and everyone is taking aim at you. America HATES old people. But age has its advantages because just as they are ready to pounce, they discover all that is left are your bleached and useless bones. Bummer -- for them, victory for us.
I notice you plan to ride a pistol into the next life. Guns are the most popular choice, especially among men, but they are hard to come by in many places and one misfiring can leave you worse off than before. I know a man who tried to use a handgun and blew off his right jaw. He ain't dead, but eating presents a continual challenge. My choice is good old SN. It's quiet, pretty reliable, unlikely to bring family, neighbors, or the police running to your side. When I go, I want to have plenty of peace and time and no interference. Plus, should you fail, there won't be any lasting damage and you can always try again if you choose. But that's just my way of looking at it, and I know guns are very popular. As a final note, birthdays as annoying as they are, are something we have control over. We need have no more than we choose. I hope you can enjoy this one to the best of your ability, and I will see you on the flip side.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
Happy birthday, and happy birthday to you too @Tulsa Sam 52. I'm almost in the middle of the two of you in years and what comes to mind, is that time flies. OP, for what it's worth, at 19 I was miserable, and it got better but then obviously I'm here now. How to make time go faster? I guess stay busy and to kill time I can recommend weed. @Tulsa Sam 52 you are an example to so many of us for hanging in and being there for others for so long, your autobiography sounds interesting. I hope you both have a good day, as far as birthdays go.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
702
Happy birthday 🎂 I'm so sorry you are in pain. Please enjoy your cake.Though we can't make the time go by faster, you can browse Sasu, interact and share your feelings with us to find information and some relief. Whatever decision you finally take I hope you are released from all the suffering.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
506
Happy birthday, I hope that the cake is delicious.🥳🥳🥳 I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, may your wishes come true whether it be in life or death.
 
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