
Avril
Unlovable.
- Aug 8, 2020
- 543
Today was weird. In a way that stars aligned and got me closer to my goal which is a stress free suicide.
1. I finally finished my suicide note.
2. My sister finished her surgery.
3. Met a nice girl on an app, who was very understanding and surprisingly, was ok with my suicide plans
4. Donated money to some random people online a few days ago
5. Didn't throw up my food like I often do (I got to eat desserts)
38 days left and I can leave this world happy, calm and collected. Death is my only hope.
1. I finally finished my suicide note.
2. My sister finished her surgery.
3. Met a nice girl on an app, who was very understanding and surprisingly, was ok with my suicide plans
4. Donated money to some random people online a few days ago
5. Didn't throw up my food like I often do (I got to eat desserts)
38 days left and I can leave this world happy, calm and collected. Death is my only hope.