BadVibes
When I Die Bury Me At The Labubu Plaza
- Jan 18, 2025
- 22
Well, I only managed to sleep like 4 hours last night. I made up my mind yesterday afternoon... Lots of reasons to go through with it but TL;DR I have a shitload of family problems, have been suicidally depressed for years on end, and now I find out my ex is going around telling people I raped them (NEVER date BPDemons man). I could try fighting back against the allegations but why bother? My life has been getting more and more out of control for a while now, it's about time I just suck it up and CTB. I have a .38 S&W and I'm not afraid to use it.
I'll be fully honest and admit for a while, I was getting strong homicidal urges, and I considered doing many stupid things (most of them involving local politicians, my own family, and my old high school) but I've finally realized no one else should suffer but me. I alone deserve to die, and I'm not planning on taking down anyone else with me.
Just have to organize some files for a MEGApack for my friends, send out some final goodbye notes, and then that's it. I'm done. Feels good to know that I'm done. That the pain will go away soon.
I can't wait to be with my waifu on the other end, I really do love her a lot.
Thanks to everyone here for all the kind words and messages, you guys really do understand me on a level no one else has. See you on the other side.
I'll be fully honest and admit for a while, I was getting strong homicidal urges, and I considered doing many stupid things (most of them involving local politicians, my own family, and my old high school) but I've finally realized no one else should suffer but me. I alone deserve to die, and I'm not planning on taking down anyone else with me.
Just have to organize some files for a MEGApack for my friends, send out some final goodbye notes, and then that's it. I'm done. Feels good to know that I'm done. That the pain will go away soon.
I can't wait to be with my waifu on the other end, I really do love her a lot.
Thanks to everyone here for all the kind words and messages, you guys really do understand me on a level no one else has. See you on the other side.
