Today is the day (SN)

[Anxietykillsme]

In just under 8 hours time I'll hopefully CTB.

My method will be SN, seems like the most popular way at the minute and when my parents find me, it won't be as horrifying. I've suffered with severe anxiety for most of my life, and the last few years have become unbearable. I've also found out this week that I've lost my job due to the coronavirus even though I worked throughout the pandemic. (I was going to CTB today anyway, even before I found out I lost my job). My family will be devastated but I've tried my best to get better but I just can't.

I hope you guys can get better, or if you CTB, then at least find your peace. I'll try update as much as I can.

 

[bigdog]

Brave

 

[Deardaddy]

Find peace and courage . What ever reasons , remember there is no wrong not accepting society , nature as evil , it's the truth. We lived like we were once happy , wanting to be the king of the hill, that's evil .remember you are selfish for once but not evil for choicing to ctb. It's justifiable , though I can't speak for one, there is no reason to ctb but there is also many reasons to ctb as well

 

[MrAsclepius]

You will find peace soon enough. Im glad you have a viable method that isnt gruesome. Best of luck and we are here for you.

 

[Anxietykillsme]

You will find peace soon enough. Im glad you have a viable method that isnt gruesome. Best of luck and we are here for you.

Thank you so much.

 

[xLosthopex]

Sorry life has brought you to this point. I'll be following soon enough also via SN. Hope your transition is peaceful x

 

[Anxietykillsme]

Sorry life has brought you to this point. I'll be following soon enough also via SN. Hope your transition is peaceful x

Thank you. I hope yours is equally as peaceful when you feel the time is right.

 

[wonderworld]

I hope you have a painless journey. Godspeed.

 

[paramhansyogi]

Hope to see you on the other side soon

 

[InterstateFlowers]

I hope everything goes well and it's as peaceful as possible. I don't know what led you to this point but I'm sorry it happened. I hope we can provide the comfort you deserve.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Sending love and light for your journey

 

[Anxietykillsme]

I hope everything goes well and it's as peaceful as possible. I don't know what led you to this point but I'm sorry it happened. I hope we can provide the comfort you deserve.

Thank you so much!

 

[AlreadyGone]

I hope you find peace

 

[Rocket1Rocket1]

No matter what you choose I hope you find happiness and peace. We are here for you

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I see it's been almost four hours. How is it going? Still feeling okay about everything?

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish you peace

 

[Anxietykillsme]

I see it's been almost four hours. How is it going? Still feeling okay about everything?

Yeah still feel like today is the day. I'm nervous but that's expected. :)

I wish you peace

Thank you so much

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i hope you find peace.

 

[Anxietykillsme]

1 hour to go until SN. Just taken my 600mg Ibruprofen.

 

[airboy_a380]

1 hour to go until SN. Just taken my 600mg Ibruprofen.

Another one? I need to take a break from here. All this sadness is making me even more sad. Have a great journey.

 

[geogaddi]

Good luck, you're brave to have lasted so long and for taking the final step. Keep the updates coming if you can. My thoughts are with you.

 

[Anxietykillsme]

Another one? I need to take a break from here. All this sadness is making me even more sad. Have a great journey.

Thank you my friend. Yeah, seems like a lot of people are CTBing recently. Hope you feel better soon.

Good luck, you're brave to have lasted so long and for taking the final step. Keep the updates coming if you can. My thoughts are with you.

Will try my absolute hardest to update. I'm going to be setting my alarm for 8am tomorrow just incase it doesn't work haha. Thanks a lot.

 

[Meditation guide]

I'm going to be setting my alarm for 8am tomorrow just incase it doesn't work haha.

I hope it goes well for you and I hope you post when you take it and how it makes you feel. Can you message us after you cross over too? jk, wishful thinking on my part.

 

[Anxietykillsme]

I hope it goes well for you and I hope you post when you take it and how it makes you feel. Can you message us after you cross over too? jk, wishful thinking on my part.

Haha I wish I could. Yeah of course I will.

 

[Dima2]

it's sad seeing you leave but i know that you will find peace , it's ok if you change your mind and wanna stay , whatever you do i wish you the best

 

[Anxietykillsme]

it's sad seeing you leave but i know that you will find peace , it's ok if you change your mind and wanna stay , whatever you do i wish you the best ♥♥

Thanks so much. I hope that I'll be successful, but I know that if I do back out you guys won't judge me.

 

[rt1989526]

Wishing you a peaceful journey in whatever you decide.

Let us know how you're feeling once you take it if possible

 

[suicidalstrawbabie]

Do you plan on posting when you drink it?
I've ordered SN and am waiting for delivery, and I haven't decided if I want to post about it or just do it on my own.
im anxious thinking about SI.

 

[Anxietykillsme]

Do you plan on posting when you drink it?
I've ordered SN and am waiting for delivery, and I haven't decided if I want to post about it or just do it on my own.
im anxious thinking about SI.

Yeah. I'll post how I'm feeling and if I'm not successful I'll try let everyone know what's happened after.

 

[airboy_a380]

Thank you my friend. Yeah, seems like a lot of people are CTBing recently. Hope you feel better soon.

youre too kind. You re about to go and hope u feel better.

Will try my absolute hardest to update. I'm going to be setting my alarm for 8am tomorrow just incase it doesn't work haha. Thanks a lot.