• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
darksouls2kicksass

darksouls2kicksass

musician!!!
Feb 7, 2025
47
I found DMC! My problem now is I don't know if I should buy the SN before having sources for the supplementary drugs. Do you think I should just get it ASAP, in case the site goes down? I'd need to get my hands on an anti-emetic and benzos somehow...

I'm scared I'll wait too long and miss the bus (lol), but maybe that's just preemptive SI. My excitement to buy it is matched and mirrored by hesitance. My hands still sweat all the same 🧸
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: divinemistress87 and Anonymousa
Crow_88

Crow_88

Specialist
Dec 30, 2024
371
If you have it, you have it. It doesn't even mean you have to use it. But it's available to you. I hear it has a pretty long shelf life, too.
 
  • Like
Reactions: WhenIBreathe, Rymrgand, Anonymousa and 2 others
Higurashi415

Higurashi415

i'll f*ck me in my own way
Aug 23, 2024
324
Buying something to kill yourself will bring yourself one step closer to actually doing it, so I say don't buy it unless you're dead set on doing it.
PS: I love Norm Macdonald, I didn't even know he was sick...
PPS: Massive Dark Souls fan
PPPS: fellow musician ;)
 
  • Yay!
Reactions: darksouls2kicksass
darksouls2kicksass

darksouls2kicksass

musician!!!
Feb 7, 2025
47
If you have it, you have it. It doesn't even mean you have to use it. But it's available to you. I hear it has a pretty long shelf life, too.
Good point-- I'm sure even having the option would take some weight off my shoulders
Buying something to kill yourself will bring yourself one step closer to actually doing it, so I say don't buy it unless you're dead set on doing it.
PS: I love Norm Macdonald, I didn't even know he was sick...
PPS: Massive Dark Souls fan
PPPS: fellow musician ;)
Nothing better than binging old Norm clips to make the horror go away!!
 
  • Like
Reactions: WhenIBreathe
Crow_88

Crow_88

Specialist
Dec 30, 2024
371
Good point-- I'm sure even having the option would take some weight off my shoulders

Nothing better than binging old Norm clips to make the horror go away!!
I saw Norm MacDonald live. He was HILARIOUS. The whole time he had an unlit cigarette he'd go to light. Every time he tried he'd 'remember' another bit of his act. It was a great gimmick.
 
  • Yay!
  • Like
Reactions: WhenIBreathe and darksouls2kicksass
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Just having it safely stashed can bring a great feeling of relief, knowing that it's there if required. And, I strongly suspect it's going to be one of the next substances which the authorities will be restricting or banning for retail purchasers. That's already the case in the country where I live and many others.
 
  • Love
Reactions: SchrodingerIsDed and darksouls2kicksass
imastain

imastain

bleh
May 3, 2023
40
Just having it safely stashed can bring a great feeling of relief, knowing that it's there if required. And, I strongly suspect it's going to be one of the next substances which the authorities will be restricting or banning for retail purchasers. That's already the case in the country where I live and many others.
what countries is its purchase restricted in?
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
what countries is its purchase restricted in?
Where I am, Britain, if you are a private buyer. Sales and delivery are only to genuine, recorded businesses or to Laboratories. If you're a private, retail consumer you won't access it. That's why UK buyers source it overseas.
 
Last edited:

Similar threads

princexhhn
Replies
6
Views
468
Suicide Discussion
monotine
monotine
juniforest
Replies
0
Views
166
Suicide Discussion
juniforest
juniforest
T
Replies
0
Views
156
Suicide Discussion
tireddoll
T
chelpus
Replies
2
Views
324
Suicide Discussion
cbtvvxxvvv
cbtvvxxvvv