Venting to leave behind someone

[watashiwastar]

the title says enough. how? how can i do it? i feel so bad for thinking about suicide despite having them. how will i break the news? how will i make them accept it? can i escape?

i don't want to make anyone even more sad than they already are. i'm such a burden already and surely my death would be the nail in the coffin. but i feel like i need to free everyone at the same time.

you should have never even glanced in my direction, or had known that i existed

i wish i had a time machine to free everyone from myself beforehand, so they would have never grown any attachments towards me

 

[endboss]

It's the hardest part.