Venting To be completely alone in the world

[lost_one]

I want to be happy alone, because for me it's a choice between being miserable alone or trying to be happy alone. But some days are harder than others.

It's 00:20 and I can't sleep and I want to cry. I have to wake up early tomorrow I have to keep going.

But tonight, right now I wish I had the guts to CTB. I will always hate myself for being such a coward. I don't see the point...of any of this. How to make it worth the pain?

 

[waqs]

im also alone in this world, the world doesnt cares about people that have existed in a way where they end up on ss. i wish there way more that could be done to help the thousands and thousands of people in similar situation to us, but for now we have to just exist like this. i hope you find what youre looking for in life, im sorry you have to live through this,