Venting To all of you, one year ago.

[NeoN0va]

A whole year has already passed, oh how time flies. A lot has changed throughout this year, I must agree.

I hope some of you are still here and remember me, previously as Galacticwarrior777, although now as NeoNova, or just Nova to friends. I know many of you have already went to the other side, but perhaps there are still some of you on this side. This year passed by so quickly, and I moved along with it, but my mind stayed. I am still mentally stuck in november and december 2024, I cant find a way to move on, its in my mind no matter what, no matter where I go its there, whether its my dreams or something reminding me of it. Ive lost two more of my friends, but made one new friend. I started SH, even though I swore to myself and my friends that I'd never do it, guess I really cant keep my promises. I promised to help them all, yet I failed and were the one to request their help. I even hurt my dearest friend, L.

I've nowhere to go and nowhere to stay at, my mind is stuck in the same period that changed me. I've travelled so much, but rest is only temporary. There is meaning in life for me, but I need to really try hard to keep that meaning alive. I wanted to die so many times, yet i never gave up, guess that's the only thing im good at lol. Either way, i just wanted to let you all who remember me know - im alive. Galacticwarrior777 is still fighting despite everything.

NeoN0va, Neon or just Nova,
Out.

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[Kitsuné_]

I dont know u but theres a feeling of energy and somehow positivity in your message . Maybe im wrong idk.

If thats the case, hold on to it.

 

[NeoN0va]

I dont know u but theres a feeling of energy and somehow positivity in your message . Maybe im wrong idk.

If thats the case, hold on to it.

I always try being positive, no matter the situation ig. I just don't really like being a hopeless fucker that will just let things be as they are, unless its something you cant change.