Tired of Living Hopefully ODing on Medicine Cabinet

[RhapsodyinBerserk]

Just realized I don't have the effort to fix my physical or mental problems. Life is hell and I'm out. Writing my note and then I'm gonna hopefully OD on whatever my family has in their medicine cabinet. Probably going to be painful and not work but do I even give a shit anymore. I feel like a worthless unaccomplished human. This is probably impulsive and shut but I'm honestly just tired of being depressed and feeling envious of other people for their better lives. Alternatively I could just wait for and OD on SN and save myself the trouble. Honestly anything because I feel like I fucked my life up and it's not worth living anymore.

 

[RichardFirst]

Please do not raid the medicine cabinet. Simply swallowing a host of pills is more likely just to make your sick rather than kill. I ODed (accidentally) on nytol once, and it was hellish.

 

[FuneralCry]

After all it's your choice if you want to suffer even more, but I agree that doing that isn't recommended if one wishes to die, but of course it's understandable desperately wishing to be free from this world. But anyway I wish you the best.