Venting tired of all the disappointment

[savoytruffle]

failed my driving test as I expected. i wasn't even surprised that I failed i knew i was going to make a mistake, what sucks was the disappointment on my instructor's face in the end. everyone else passed just fine, i was the only one that failed and just made him look inadequate. when the examiner announced that i failed, god his face was just crushing. useless piece of shit as always, i want to gouge out my eyes

we can't afford another examination and so that was my one shot, so that's it. i thanked him and just left. i know i failed because i didn't give it my all because it just doesn't matter, I won't need a license anyway, it just hurts because it's disappointment after disappointment. i wish it had gone well so i had one thing to be happy about that i achieved. just one thing!!

 

[noSuffering]

All life is such disappointments, it will get even worse. Life is terrible.
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UPDATE:
I just translated this cat especially for you

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry. I was terrible at driving. I didn't get as far as the test. I thought it would be kinder to all road and pavement users if I remained a pedestrian. I know what you mean though. It feels even worse when you feel like you've let someone else down too.