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- Dec 14, 2021
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I tried to hang myself today. I was using partial hanging and it didn't really hurt. I felt blood rushing in my ears and my hands were tingling. It felt peaceful honestly, but every time I felt like I was about to pass out I stood up. The adrenaline rush from trying and failing has actually left me feeling better than I have in a long while. I just can't force myself to commit and I don't know what to do now. I'm just happy it didn't leave a mark around my neck, so at least I won't be hospitalized.