moggedtodeath

moggedtodeath

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Nov 5, 2022
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My last vacation, which will help me accept my death, starts today. This is my final adventure.

I've come to the conclusion that I'll never find another relationship like my prior one. There is no chance for reconciliation. I feel defeated and hopeless as a result, and I don't want to spend the rest of my days feeling this way. I intend to start my fast during the last few days of my trip so that I can start the 48-hour regimen in preparation for my final day.

Below is an image of my blood test for the SN I ordered on TIG. Does it look valid for use? Please provide me with insight on this. I am waiting for my aquarium strips to arrive in order for me to do the final test to ensure the validity.

TIG Blood Test


There is no happy ending... there are no endings because there was no beginning.
 
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HappyForever?

Love from the deepest dream
Feb 14, 2021
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I feel your pain. The loss of a relationship is catastrophic, especially when it's someone you love deeply. I hope you find peace whatever you do.
The image looks quite good. However, doing the aquatic test would ensure the purity and effectiveness.
 
moggedtodeath

moggedtodeath

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Nov 5, 2022
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I feel your pain. The loss of a relationship is catastrophic, especially when it's someone you love deeply. I hope you find peace whatever you do.
The image looks quite good. However, doing the aquatic test would ensure the purity and effectiveness.
I am glad you get it. Although this is not the only reason, it was the final straw for me. Thank you for your kind words. Also, yeah. I plan on doing the aquatic test before my choice.
 
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phersper

phersper

F*ck psychiatry
Jun 28, 2023
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I am glad you get it. Although this is not the only reason, it was the final straw for me. Thank you for your kind words. Also, yeah. I plan on doing the aquatic test before my choice.
How it went the aquarium test?
 
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Sid19

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May 26, 2023
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My last vacation, which will help me accept my death, starts today. This is my final adventure.

I've come to the conclusion that I'll never find another relationship like my prior one. There is no chance for reconciliation. I feel defeated and hopeless as a result, and I don't want to spend the rest of my days feeling this way. I intend to start my fast during the last few days of my trip so that I can start the 48-hour regimen in preparation for my final day.

Below is an image of my blood test for the SN I ordered on TIG. Does it look valid for use? Please provide me with insight on this. I am waiting for my aquarium strips to arrive in order for me to do the final test to ensure the validity.

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There is no happy ending... there are no endings because there was no beginning.
I hope you succeed in whatever you wish to do. I am in the same boat for different reasons. My only fear in using sn is pain and suffering. The vomiting we could have for hours if we fail is something I'm not sure I'm ready for it.

By the way how did you take the blood out? Did you just cut yourself like that? If so you're too brave, or I'm just coward cause I don't think I can injury myself intentionally.

As for the tests turning into a dark is a good thing right? I'm really bad at this, as well as the test kits and all. So if and when you test it out please do post it here. How you did it and all.

Again thank you and I hope for your success!
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
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don't kill yourself over some femoid
Everyone has different reasons and different pains. This "femoid" nonsense is just plain disrespectful to everyone though.
 
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moggedtodeath

moggedtodeath

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Nov 5, 2022
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I hope you succeed in whatever you wish to do. I am in the same boat for different reasons. My only fear in using sn is pain and suffering. The vomiting we could have for hours if we fail is something I'm not sure I'm ready for it.

By the way how did you take the blood out? Did you just cut yourself like that? If so you're too brave, or I'm just coward cause I don't think I can injury myself intentionally.

As for the tests turning into a dark is a good thing right? I'm really bad at this, as well as the test kits and all. So if and when you test it out please do post it here. How you did it and all.

Again thank you and I hope for your success!
Yeah, I just cut my arm with a razor blade. I will post the test strips when I so them! I don't think there is a lot of pain and suffering with SN, as long as you use an antiemetic.
 
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AllFoxedOut

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Jun 7, 2023
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And you think that makes it any better? You're seriously going to kill yourself because some dude dumped you? Are you 13?
you think being so rude to OP helps? CTB is a deeply personal decision. whether a relationship breakdown is a person's whole reason for CTB, or only a part (as OP suggested) it's not our place to criticise their reasoning so rudely.

please try to be more respectful to the people who are already struggling so much.
 
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moggedtodeath

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And you think that makes it any better? You're seriously going to kill yourself because some dude dumped you? Are you 13?
That's not it but okay. I have PTSD and MDD. Gtfo my post, you're so annoying. And yeah, this was the last straw for me. Are you mad you don't have SN or something? >New member
 
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