Venting Thoughts

[Marshjupiter]

I'm seriously considering committing suicide using less painful methods, even thinking about writing letters to family and friends. It crosses my mind every day; I don't know what to do anymore and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm just venting here so I don't keep it bottled up I really need psychological help and I hope I get it someday. I can distracted myself but it always comes into my mind again and it get worse in the middle of the night I'm getting so tired of this even living is tiring now…